2025.12.08 Sun dream E
Water damage on ceiling of bathroom apparently something in Attic floor above pipe must've burst as the entire ceiling is showing water leaking through so I look in the next room bedroom yes also water and then the next room also water
I think it's time to pull down the drywall from the ceiling to see what's causing the damage so I start to do that
2025.12.08 Sun dream D
Walls torn off of corner bedroom piano installed with shares of crushed gold velvet musicians are having a show in what used to be my corner bedroom facing the street WTF
I TRIED TO ASK MY MOM OR WHOEVER THE BADDIE PERSON IS WHO IS THE LANDLORD OR OWNER OF THIS PLACE I GUESS IT'S A HYBRID DREAM WTF
Did they tell the person they could put a piano here or play music in our bedroom apparently the woman said yes
So as the band is hauling in equipment or gear I'm trying to think of how to tell him OK just this one time and that's it
If the room was 11 x 12 then something like a 4 x 8' vertical section of wall was missing both on the front and the side down visible totally to the street
Piano is in corner facing east people would walk in from the hole on the north three chairs with yellow crush velvet upholstery wet or left of that
Crazy funky retro 60 s 70 s decor
2025.12.08 Sun dream C
On the hood of my car a brown Mazda 626 or such I have some colorful trinkets on the hood and or on the back window some little colorful papers maybe little notes or offerings to people attending the burning man party here tonight
I parked right at a spot in this little house or apartment complex in front of several houses or apartments where the paint on the road said stop not official but residential private so
Accidentally or unintentionally people are stopping where my car is cause they think they have to but it's not a California stop sign
So part of the notes I'm trying to write on this long strip of paper are directing people to the party ahead but I also want to not have them worry that they have to stop here
Then
I rearranged my car to try to pull it out out of the way from the main flow of people walking into the party so now
As I try to back my car back up onto this big hilly mound of dirt I see somebody has laid a bunch of 1 in.² steel extruded beams maybe 12 feet long so the trucks or workers could get traction backing up under the dirt mound so why do same
2025.12.08 Sun dream B of beach Sandy Bluff we climb to get cement mix using 2 foot stainless steel solid bowl with half dozen spots of corrosion I asked culinary mushroom chef if this was from tomato and pineapple etching patina of inside of brickwork patchwork salad bowl. I find a beautiful court glass milk bottle which belong to the vet to my rightF
2025.12.08 Sun dream A of River Lake red rock Canyon maybe Lake Mead or Lake Powell Glen Canyon damn reservoir something about cops
2025.12.06 Sat Dream woman intimate moment Sophia beckons me missionary as we lay naked
She kissed me
2025.12.05 Fri Dream next-door deletes my posts so I check to see if my drink is still on the bar. Dream analogy digital world check next-door activity page to see if next-door dropped orange flags indicating they removed my posts and comments. Dream offers analogy if bar took away my drinks
2025.12.05 Fri preliminary Dream she wore shiny silver black white sequins dress I pop out of crowd to see if she's still there
Preliminary notes Hope to recall more
2025.12.04 Thu dream she and I were standing in the middle of la. Entrada junior high school grass sports field at night waiting for a fight for three people to come in and rumble with us as two people so I gave her half of my popsicle sticks tongue depressors to use as weapons that she could stick in her pockets and I showed her how I put one in each back pocket and keep it tucked outside of my shirt
Then I said we should probably ambush them as they come in because they are three and we are two
So we walked out the walkway towards Monte Rosa
Then we met a group of three people who I thought might be them
The guy who was kind of short with curly wavy or permed hair like he was from New York or I don't know hug me and grab me and I guess we knew each other from burning man or something and I said
Oh so you're not here to kill us or something like that and he said no
I said it's really hard as a autistic dyslexic Asperger and ADHD guy to know
And we kept talking on the sidewalk and
End of dream
2025.12.03 dream my two black cats swim in pool or perch on side as I climb five or 10 stories up on scaffolding jungle gym bars over pool
2025.12.01B dream she's driving me around Berkeley in her Volkswagen rabbit convertible across the intersection ahead we see two women fighting. Three women fighting. I asked her what should we do and before she answers I jump out the car thinking to intervene and get space between the three of them. I run across the busy intersection dodging cars so I can interject myself into the situation as I'm running towards them I see other people around also the main two women fighting bust into a dance move then just as I reach the sidewalk I realize they're filming at first what I thought was a
TikTok video then I realize this is an actual film production for a rap video so as I am just about to reach them I literally kicking my leg down hard I Jetson up over them onto the bulkhead of the sidewalk retaining wall as if to just assume a spectator seat like 20 other people watching the video production
Then I wonder if the kids near the sidewalk utility box near me are also in the film shoot, I'm terribly embarrassed so I scoot and skedaddle stage left out of frame to avoid further humiliation
As I try to walk out of the scene in embarrassment or before anybody realizes
Somebody hand me a press release for the video shoot I'm like WTF
She parked the car and she's walking up now my beautiful blonde girlfriend with lustful cleavage
I hand her my press release she hands it to the male costar of the video who 's some heartthrob he signs it over the plastic Mylar model release sleeve
I try to figure where the female costar is so she can get another autograph from her
Berkeley is whack
2025.12.01A Engagement Farming? Yes this seemed to be a topic and it's the only term that pinged as I tried to recall the dream yet 3 AM
2025.11.30Sa Dream of Car Camp NorCal lost on MAP of huge green watershed Valley taking up almost half of a map of northern California starting with a huge basin right in the middle of Northern half of state trying to get a fix on our location orienteering comparing the huge green valley out our car window with the massive watershed collection of rivers illustrated on our map which span from Reading to read to Quincy to almost Oregon nearly to the coast but then ended up being just below South Lake Tahoe which we could actually then see as the northern part of the map
Therefore first it was the entire center of Norcal
Then dream transposed a bit because as the cats nose was sticking into the map we could actually see Southlake Tahoe listed where things started to get wet on the map.
2025.11.28F Dream Elon Musk 1st person TeleScreen Chats With shiny new thing sexy femme fatale love interest potential date from tech conference whilst Elon manages alien tech futuristic vertical GUI video monitor akin to one or 2 30 inch apple cinema displays green silver black actual alien morphing IC board
Dream phase one I am Elon Musk receiving chat from hot sexy lead female role heroine hoping to win her admiration or attention while I manipulate my control board overseeing dozens of real time Tesla operations managing as many project statuses
Viewing real time top team member project updates to see where each R&D team is stuck or at real time
Alien morphing vertical cinema display integrated circuit board actually means
This is half an LCD AC DC video display yet also I am watching the actual Star Trek style interlay of actual silver contact of top layer of integrated circuit board change in front of my eyes as
Most humans would simply passively receive pixels on an LCD screen
Yet
I am Elon Musk so I have future alien tech wear in rather than passively consume such
My screen
Includes clean room deposit of Ag Silver top layer I see fab influenced and etched according to inputs of these at least 12 possibly 15 or 18 other team members teleconferencing on the other end
Yet
At the same time my attention is more fully on this love interest potential hot blonde bombshell date to be
More
Interesting is my focus is primarily on reading her intent via her chat input
While
I manage oversee or supervise these constantly changing 10 or 20 top team member hurdles real time
This then was the start of the dream until I as the dreamer realized Elon was not so much managing global team members at his CEO workstation
As much as
Watching porn on a half dozen different locations on this green screen
And
Laughingly or mockingly the actual images of the porn he was watching again on a sort of a green futuristic morphing silver deposit over a glass layer GUI
Where images of a human male member a.k.a.
PhallusPenisLingham being softly gently crushed by a bucket of bricks gently poured on top of such
These BrickonCock images were akin to
Pixel resolution of
Oregon Trail
Aztec
Castle Wolfenstein
5" Floppy disk ROM video games
As seen on Apple II or Apple II+ 13 inch or 15 inch green CRT monitor
Furthermore several of the nodes on display were quite the same image
Now
Dream phase more I am an observer detached
In
Role of Elon Musk anxiously monitoring inputs of
hot potential date
Character akin to
Trinity of matrix
Avon flux
Who's intent interest or strength of bite on my fishing hook
I simply do not yet know
In other words I am Elon Musk multiplexing my time between managing two handful of R&D team members real time
While my concentration is primarily focused on chat with new love interest
Morphed into BrickCock imagery
Masochist
Suffice it to say these original dream images of a man's rod being softly piled upon by a loose pile of bricks gently applied from inches of elevation away ever so softly as not to actually damage capillaries or cause scratches or damaging trauma to flesh are
Masochistic
Ag Silver IC Board Contact Inlay
Deserves
Visual representation on my part
Sadly I am just a human with thumbs on an iPhone in Apple Notes
Note to self ask at Apple Store what tools I might apply
A La
Adobe illustrator etc.
To my Apple Notes
To
Enhance future dream transcriptions
My dreams are radically vivid and gifted thus deserve visual representation far superior to my clumsy thumbs text awkward garble
In Elon Musk's own words paraphrased
Clumsy human thumbs infinitely retard communication
Dream represented a somewhat equal playing field as both Elon Musk first person character and femme fatale in unknown location as other participant in video screen chat representation of her text inputs
Had equal power
In other words
Elon while kingpin of global Tech
Is still just a guy and the female on the other end of the text chat
Holds equal sway
To be clear this was a text chat and this dream contained no facial video call imagery
Computer screen however was influenced by
Apple II E green screen CRT
Minority report
MATRIX
Aeon Flux
Soldering IC boards
My colorful childhood of playing with IC Boards in Sharon Heights sandbox
Dream journals help recall 2025.11.28F
Phallus
2025.11.27TH dream military exercise pulling model train uphill scale 1/10 1/12 1/20 or even Lionel or HO in some sequences made of redwood dug for pine or local Harwood timber in different phases of dream
I was such as an engineer in this exercise which likely was in an actual theater of combat or just improving grounds or training grounds yet I was pissed off because my captain Mike was not fit for the job did not respect my needs of the mission did not answer my call on radio to stop When would model train was experiencing dysfunction
Chain of command above me meaning Captain Mike did not respect my engineer position stating needs of company to take a consideration radius of turns of train track affecting input to physical characteristics of length and wheelbase of train engine length of chassis and length of body to maneuver returns
Cluster fuck of operation continued when captain Mike Jerry rigged the tether lead for troops forward of train engine to assist pulling train along track with twine when I have been using for different model sizes climbing rope or pair cord for smaller gauge tied twice directly to the chassis of the lead locomotive
This military exercise took place in something like pinnacles national monument in Hollister or Sedona Arizona or some Rocky box Canyon with sharp water cut turns into the bedrock of the canyon
Cluster fuck in exercise leads to fubar in field
I am not a vet and this is not stolen valor but I study war and my dreams reflect that
2025.11.26W
2025.11.26W dream I witnessed a car accident for a black Buick regal 1990s with no driver goes down to the end of the street by a freeway sound wall and crashed into another car
So I called Dispatch to tell him there were no victims no injuries and then somehow as I was sitting there I got either a phone call or an audio message saying hey we see you there sitting on your couch calling the police
And then threats that I was in trouble
So it was the bad guys harassing me on the phone and then I noticed as two more cars drive-by that they're talking to each other and they're part of the bad guys
Previous stream something about somebody putting two little rubber pencil eraser or doll head squeezy toys on the shelf I guess where price tags would be and I said no don't put a second one up I don't wanna have to go to court at 9 AM
2025.11.25Tue 5am PST
Dream Street party rainbow sharpie underline highlight SF Events SEND SFevents
Dream Street Party either
SF )'( BM DeCompression BURNINGMAN street party or
California Avenue Palo Alto third Thursday social event or
University Ave., Palo Alto Thursday social nightlife
I am hybrid walking by talking to somebody sitting looking at a schedule or roster listing on my iPhone of events or Calendar schedule
I want to rainbow color sharpie highlight this listing on my iPhone to show people top three event or high listings using vivid colors to draw or lead people to the top events a la SF events
Pulling a group of a dozen color sharpies out of my pocket
Irl
In other words this dream was specifically a hybrid mosh or interconnect interplay of two main top facets of my life
Digitally composing my SF events calendar on my iPhone
Rainbow color sharpie creating
PLANTTREES.ORG calendar cards on every piece of card stock white scratch paper I can find in Palo Alto after I cut them up with paper cutter or X-Acto BOX CUTTER knife razor blade although my life was about creating 60 large color placards with highlighter or waterproof rainbow color marker pens on huge white signs I would display at
LYTTON Plaza Palo Alto
Before my life and artwork were destroyed by drug pushing terrorists ousting me from the public Square as I inadvertently unknowingly
took shade away from their illicit activities in back corner
Causing me to bifurcate my life away from artistry
Into doing literal street battle with thugs
eBay is great for lots of pepper spray
SAVE LYTTON PLAZA
SEEK LAWYER
ARTIST LIFE vs THUG LIFE
IRL this puts the lie to the concept I read online two or three years ago that our devices iPads or iPhones do not show up on our dreams which has become untrue in my life on this timeline:
2022 when I was being tortured for six months at my abusers house in Redwood City I did dream of vertically thumb scrolling through videos on my iPhone
2025 this stream today
Plus a dozen other such dreams this year and last year. Increasingly common this year
Less common last year
2025.11.24M Dream cats 4 repeat found Lance Norwegian Forest cat lost decades ago was still with us. I found him and three just like him half frozen and suspended outside my house in a half mushy watery icy layer of permafrost so I pulled him out of the half frozen muck and the three other cats and brought them inside and they were OK
long-haired black and white Norwegian forest cats
Surprised to find Lance half suspended in a 2 foot tall layer of ice like a ring or brim surrounding entire house I grabbed his two shoulders and pulled him up out of his frozen muck as he stared at me slowly yet in one move pulling his body out of the collar of ice steadily happy to find him still alive. This dream is unlike any other.
Although this Dream is the third in rapid succession. Yesterday I dreamed of finding 4 lambs aside the road. A day or two ago I dreamed of finding both black cats still alive which passed in 2019. Yesterday I dreamed of finding both white cats released outdoors to coyote neighbors by
JTHAKAJVH2023 in Redwood City California
2025.1123Su Dream little Lamb rescue Marin 4
As we paused out of our car in a hairpin turn of a road in Marin Hills we saw a baby Lamb roadside which came to us then a second little Lamb jumped through the
Turnstyle HiGate Turnstile
then a third and fourth slightly larger not sure if even a lamb of the first year old of age
I sat in the front right passenger seat then one Lamb then both small lambs sat in my lap and then somehow 2 or 3 other humans of our party sat in the backseat with the two small/medium size sheep or larger lambs
Jamie drove
2025.11.22Sa lack recall one dream or thought I want metro shelves in kitchen not clumsy awkward weak stupid white laminate cupboards which hide your stuff. Need wire shelves for functionality to cook lots of food and get things done efficiently timely quick productive utility
2025.11.21F Essex pinnacles dry springs hot tub cave Erin and I climb to remote desolate location
Dream sequence up in hills we explore spelunking through tight crevice she climbs on my back to show me up into a crack while I hug this mound of earth tightly to support both of our weight although she gets stuck because she forms her presence up into a narrowing crack that becomes too tight a triangle wedge
Next segment
Although we have paused in a tight inner earth gap where used to be a HotSprings
We pause to rest a moment for a breather I note a previous party has left a potpourri of fruits and vegetables above our heads in another little pocket ledge I observe variety of fruits and vegetables such as squash zucchini Gord yet they are perishing so I think not to touch them and oh how rude this was for someone to leave Organic matter that would rot as I would not want to get rotten fruit on my hands and move it around the cave or our naked climbing bodies
Next segment
As we passed to look down into that little pit of what would've been a water cave
Three animals rest there maybe dogs or coyotes are wild animals of the African Savannah
This is awkward
There are 20 people here also travelers who have climbed and hiked up to this pair of pit to see if HotSprings still exist
Silently likely we independently group thing how to peacefully coexist with these three animals
Erin
Is on my back we're all naked
I rest my hand or wrist on her lower back in a way of silently checking in
She seems OK
2025.11.21F Essex pinnacles dry springs hot tub
MC guy carefully clears object out of curated space which would be this now dry Flat pit of what would've been the previous hot tub springs
As they had been videotaping a documentary retrospective or history segment wherein three people were soaking or drying in that cavern space
Now the third person in my party a clueless guy grabs the little wooden charcuterie board empty on a tiny pedestal and sets it over there precariously so it drops then I try to explain to him to be gentle he is clueless
IRL ESSEX HOT TUB BERKELEY
irl pinnacles national monument or Park Hollister California Hwy 152?
IRL a sea lion once inhabited red rock Spring Marin causing concern amongst extreme low tide human visitors left in a quandary
2025.11.20Th Anna ish Woman was holding me and hugging my chest as we stood looking for a turkey broiler drain pan among several stashes of oven trays and pans around junk stored outside. I'd had that pan or we'd had that pan recently and we're looking for the stainless steel perforated drip tray then I found several others in the process in a couple several different stash places but not quite the right one that we found many that would do
2025.11.20Th morphed into asking one or two of two or three guys if they pass juggle clubs then one guy presented two sets of six clubs with slightly different weights and shapes so I was checking them out so we could pass clubs
This dream segment seems to be attached to connected and just after the turkey drip oven boiler tray sequence
2025.11.19W
2025.11.18 Tuesday Dream trying to look at JTH house to see if maybe my gold was still there but the mud brick oven I'd left it in or desk was no longer there. Interior was very rearranged. I tried to hide in a room up on balcony roof deck out of sight a young person in the house might have seen me. I lay on a bed or mattress on the roof with maybe a black waterproof cover on it maybe I had a garden hose also dream morphed into a summer camp
Similar to one or two dreams in as many days I was trying to do recon on the house to see if my gold was still there
2025.11.18 Tuesday Dream people in Park and who I could talk to versus not
2025.11.17 Mon dream J's house Menlo Park JVHAKAJTH JVH AKA JTH he changed the back room where he molested me from 13 to 18 years old to put a wall of safe stainless steel plates on the entire length of the top floor wall of that side of the house so there were 100 different stainless steel safety doors and you'd have to turn a combination to get in he was trying to hide the evidence of what he did to me
2025.11.16su dream difficulty with space in ride of Alex Carr getting to weekend camp party as way too many people want to fit into Alex Dodge dart green with white vinyl top so family loads crazy folding card table or dinner table and chairs glasses to roof of Dodge dart not cool
The family loading up the table on roof is the single tie in to this other dream from early a.m.
2025.11.16su dream party at Santosh house Santa Cruz when I first get to Santosh house I leave my clothing in front entryway or front hall room to change into my costume but then somehow after party I don't know what room I left my shoes and pants and shirt in when I changed into my costume
Tall guy says you look new and I have one to explain that I've known Santosh for 30 years but I don't have the energy
2025.11.13Thu orange stray cat very friendly so I adopted and brought indoors 905 cat friendly several cats in between a hallway and three bedrooms rearrange stuff in Tom's center bedroom
2025.11.13Thu 1971 Ford Mustang I appointed to the center of vacation for a large crowd of 50 or 100 people explaining you could tell a lot about a country what was going on by the design of car body models using 19 64 1/half through 1970 Mustang as simpler times with 71 as a different set of times also explain the crowd VIN number to identify your model Vietnam war as background of societal changes
2025.11.12W Greg and I were giving massage to two people who's back were covered in saran wrap and I showed Greg this massage lotion I put on the back of the saran wrap on my hands side he might've done the same
Then I reversed the saran wrap so the lotion was on the skin of the person
2025.11.11T dream huge swimming pool party DJ EDM music like ecstatic dance Mill Valley Marin county California 2000s
2025.11.10M dream large forest we as advisors instructed some natives to cut their trees to prepare for a war for a neighboring tribe coming into attack did not make sense the stumps were still in the way later I learned this was the instruction
First part of the dream same forest was more something and trees were already down
Third part of dream but very different large cleft in snowbank with red stain was blood from an animal
First part could be a museum or a burning man event at night or some dance party or social gathering of tribe
Also a almost human size wood carve or totem
2025.11.08Sa dream I walked on top of road up a hill very spacious lots of fields tracts of lands I've left my shoes as I walked before the party or maybe an event tried to find my shoes but found somebody else's Nikes misty morning dew
KimBunny
2025.11.05W I dreamed I walked along road possibly Marin Tiburon or Belvedere up on a hill could be Sausalito had a very long ways to go and I observed three bikes sitting in the storm culvert drain going under the road with moss algae liking and Pond scum on them also some fabric like some old hippie had placed them there years ago bikes and neglect the first two seemed too nice and might be too recent but the third was a little mountain bike that was clearly abandoned and rusting yet had air in the tires so I adopted it for my long trek
Sidetracked I found myself in a tunnel going deep down a mineshaft perhaps or Antique dumb waiter finding a chest on bottom with antique rifles firearms or shotguns I don't know
Then somebody was trying to find me so I was hiding with the Antique firearms hoping not to be seen
2025.11.04T
2025.11.03M
2025.11.02Su
2025.10.31F dream of HotSprings nature camping resort the lava bed or natural chamber below us was empty of water so I got to explore as I could walk on barnacles on the bottom to see the blow hole where the water escaped from
2025.10.31F like a monkey in my natural element with even just one hand or two I would climb down wooden lodge poles a side one hot tub to get closer to another HotSprings
2025.10.31F at River bed bottom or dry wash creek bed below one HotSprings I found a cat
2025.10.31F lovely young woman 20 or 30 had black eyeliner or henna tattoo most dramatic vaudeville or circus effect of black she seemed surprised when I passed by descending to the ocean below as if she missed me already so I hope to return
2025.10.28T I dreamed 100 year-old sci-fi dystopian NWO government takeover nightmare one moment I was looking at an old copper huge penny coin Antique
next moment a government IRS or authority came in take over starting by counting my money so I stacked up everything I had maybe 100 regular pennies in stacks of 10 high so I could show him my total ownings of one dollar
The government authorities that came in to raid our little Antique hundred year old town 100 years ago set up three armies so they had their long rifles and their ammo which consisted of lead rounds and canvas packed powder charges which they'd have to load separately into the rifles
We tried successfully to run and hide through tunnels we surprised them and captured them so overtook and we regain control of everything without killing a single person we held them captive so we could decide if we could talk to them and have them join our rebellion
Then we had to discuss whether to leave their three armories in the three places they were set up or move them into one central place which seems like a bad idea
Seemed better too re-create several small decentralized armories
2025.10.26SU I dreamed of burning man event rather long row a booths and maybe even a parking lot of asphalt so it was sort of supposed to be burning man in the desert but it was on the street maybe or parking lot
2025.10.25Sa I dreamed she thought she was trying to buy this beachfront property so I was helping her
We lay on the sandy beach there as she attempted some paperwork I gave her some pens are we enjoyed the oceanfront resort she was attempting to buy
I explored the house and found that of course Ray had left a hole in his wall of his room where we could climb down to the basement next floor
Lots of furniture and belongings remained and I found
Star kitty cat so I petted him hoping I would also find Angel
I double checked and sure enough there was a little gray spot on his headI
2025.10.22W
2025.10.16Th dream JTH house from upstairs to down was round curling staircase heard J's voice went Ray was downstairs 2 aluminum blocks on table hit one with the other created aluminum dust came out of solid compound state
2025.10.16Th dream looked at a guy lot of antique bow and arrow stuff and a bunch of other junk wanted to make him an offer on the lot and then realized I'd lost so much more of the same and better in 2022 in sudden move
2025.10.14T 5 dream
2025.10.14T 1 dreamed I was being tested or interviewed by a woman in a restaurant waiting or staging area not at a table
She hinted that the person who was direct with her earlier had a better chance
That was me
We both know it but I found myself shy
2025.10.14T 2 something about a cat beach
2025.10.14T 3 on beach exploring ways up or out
Trouble on beach
Trying to get off the beach without trouble
2025.10.14T dreamed of huge car crusher 16 feet long 4 feet wide each diameter so 8 feet wide gears of steel located in my house or a residence or a room so I was scared to walk by it then when near it wanted to make sure that if it was turning just slowly from idle that I could stop it before I died
In other words it was idle and so I tried to see that if I pushed on a little bit and it started to turn that I could also stop it
Yeah
Walking dead car crusher gears ripper chipper shredder mulcher
Also dreamed of a second chipper shredder in a second location plus JM was chasing me on a bike and I was trying to escape so I had to elbow him in the face with my right elbow as he crept up on me gaining speed
2025.10.10F dreamed I looked at my clock and it was 340 and I had a date at 4 PM with Mary
IRL it's 12:25 and I have a date with Mary from one to 4 PM this afternoon Friday
Therefore my very accurate and precisely well time to dream woke me up 35 minutes before my one to 4 PM date with Mary today
2025.10.01W Stanford dorms residence filled in huge valley three story decline into old Forest Grove with Phil rock and dirt then as I walked by a bunch of young women and students were terrorist landscaping tapping in pounding in setting 1 inch 2 inch rocks to set the path firm on trail right next to the edge of what used to be the cross or ridge of the hill adjacent to what used to be the drop off where you could fall down and I guess this is why they filled in the pit of three stories of earth
OK
So as I walk by all these students were tapping in or setting these 1 inch and 2 inch stones into firm impact earth
Next
One five story brick stock building contained lots of saying glass or antique windows and I wondered what was inside I walked around to see those doors were closed maybe each door was a private dorm but still I wondered and walked and wandered
Construction was such an violation of Cal OSHA
Any a slight earthquake would top all the hole five stories into a pile of bricks and death
Yet
Simple round stack circular 5 level building as if brick leaning tower of Pisa Italy quaint Stanford
2025.09.29M she walked me up several flights of her antique Renaissance Victorian Eduardian theater ascending staircase then she stopped and leaned her body casually against the railing for me to take her as she swooned in her white Elizabethan Taffeta
I love theater
As we returned to her Shakespearean stage while others were distracted with the grand production we rearranged rugs upholstery and fabrics to make a cozy nest of Royal Navy blues Forest greens and deep regal maroons
Dream journals help recall
2025.09.27Sa 15:00 bag of cookies like vanilla or lemon Oreos in a puffy small sandwich size bag yet I could tell by feeling the green and white bag on the outside it could take a single carousel tray of perhaps 10 cookies on the inside
2025.09.25Th smell of something on my face maybe a smell of nasal drip or phlegm or something of ill health
2025.09.22M Cat dream I heard a cat crying so I looked around a lot took a while to find it finally zeroed in on a rock piling crop of rocks and found this cat stuck between rocks pinched with a rock on top of it not injured but stuck
Small fluffy grey cat similar to Tinker Bell on Webster between Forest and Hamilton I carried the cat to the house across the street to see if it was there I think it was there it occurred to me since the cat was an indoor outdoor cat and it might like to have two homes mine and it's
2025.09.21Su SF CESAR CHAVEZ E of 101 I was trying to get by but I could not because this black woman's junk was all over the sidewalk so I tried to walk through and she screamed at me don't touch my stuff I tried still to walk west but I couldn't because she sent some goons after me so I had to run then I ran north and try to get away from her thugs then I hoped I could get far enough away that they couldn't see me to jump over the railing sidewalk ledge to a lower level beneath the freeway on the gravel spit then I tried to run under the roadway but a guy who I thought was not with her turned out was sucker punched me in the stomach then six then eight guys were all around me so I beg them wait before you kill me I can get you anything you want
If you want food or furniture or clothing or anything let me know and I can bring it then if you don't want it you can kill me
To my right three of the more white scrawny guys were prepping their fist salivating for the kill and they almost walked away
2025.09.21Su rave party dance event function was over so I was trying to gather up my plant trees cards and my art supplies on the floor and table pedestal where I had set up inside this function and separate my stuff from another woman artist stuff and she was so proud to walk up to me and show me that she'd read down the banner head on her promotion card in velvet black lettering
I was looking for my rubber bands to gather up my cards and keep all my stuff in one place because other people were packing up their art display pedestals and other stuff around me
2025.09.18Th Hugh walked up stuck his thumb out and up at me I stuck my thumb up and out with him and we touched thumbs as if we were pressing our thumbprint against each other so now we're cool. Dream journals help recall
Hugh is the guy with the dog that bites he caught me taking photos of him so he chased me around the Parklet under construction at OKLAVA and he said why are you following me and are taking pictures of me and I said your dog bites people
2025.09.17W
2025.09.16T Ray was mixing paint in my art supplies while @ J's house on continental then throwing the paste glue colored dye solutions at people down below on the trail or forest path I was concerned
2025.09.15M
2025.09.13Sa discovered I did after all in fact have two cork screws in my drawer kitchen one was steel pocket knife assembly like Swiss Army knife with 10 or 12 attachments including a corkscrew
Second was the same as the first but with double plastic sides on the casing
2025.09.13Sa burning man regional maybe decompression San Francisco party they were lots of tall camps built up I guess on asphalt or tarmac or something and they were getting ready to go people are assembling their theme camps for the participants to enjoy upcoming
2025.09.10 Organic Dairy small fam farm dream
As I walked up on the farm fest stand kiosk table display I saw they were giving away half gallons of numerous artisanal flavors tubs of ice cream and this checked out because I saw someone else walking around with same then I wondered what kind of flavors they had I asked about a chocolate chip cookie dough flavor with brown sugar topping in between the batches of these multiflavored tubs they also had other product surfing confections and a wild cornucopia bounty of display at that farm stand
I sought a backpacking backpack or carry case to transport such loot I might acquire
Second dreams segment I had an invite from a black guy with a crazy difficult to understand name on his business card to tour the farm and he drove me to a place 20 miles west of Sacramento to see the operation but then at the same time on my next visit to the farm they had a location on map with address Redwood City of location west of Redwood City across 280 in some forest Meadows fields or pastures of Woodside
So I was asking him about the map and trying to understand how they held the Redwood city address holding land in Woodside etc. and something about this black cowboy ranch hand was connected to some cuties on the farm potential love interests to me
2025.09.09TM she lay back naked at the party with her Yoni and clit exposed engorged then her tummy grew into a guys head so I guess she was supposed to be a trans something not sure
2025.09.09TL dozens or scores of hot tubs roof party first I was at the party indoors upstairs somewhere and the only thing I was late and people were just getting dressed wait problem is they just drained all the hot tubs and I could see the water going down the drain and several of them so I kept looking to see if anybody was still there but nope there were no more water in any of the hot tubs with the naked people on the top some guy some women sometimes it was lesbian couples are gay couples and sometimes it was women maybe with a guy I wandered around looking sad that I came too late to the party
Dream journals are fun easy and help recall
2025.09.08M went again on that burning man's spelunking tour thing where you have to go upside down with your head into that shaft to get through the old building and you hang upside down at the bottom of a channel of MIRRORED walls in a tight squeeze at the bottom of an abandoned mineshaft where the last pinch is your head sticking through a SLUICEBOX from 1849 on the California Nevada border uptop Sierra Nevada mountain range
And you have to bring a reconditioned deep cycle marine lead acid car battery 500 CCA but instead of that battery costing 60 bucks it now cost 400 bucks because you have to have the right 12 V DC terminal adapter and inflation
And it's not just that inflation but the actual 24 little gold in copper pins that transmogrify and migrate the DC current have to have the right conductivity in the alkali playa dust salinity of Black rock Mountain
So I'm sitting there with crew wondering why more people didn't show up lamenting inflation
I'm checking out the old ruins of this CASTLE that span 1849 California Gold Rush to great Gatsby era 1920s boom town
At first worrying the security of such a place will be poor as I look out one door of John laws castle on the border but then I realize actually that's pretty good security because with 3 layers or plywood up against this dusty cobweb ancient whistling wind abandoned glass replaced with plexiglass door mount window frame out to rocks and desolate wilderness
Any mofo that tried to break in here would take hours of sledgehammer crowbar and hammering to get in and that would be alarm enough to wake someone up
Thought it sad that Marian and a lot of the originals weren't here but
Inflation
IRL INFLATION IS $10 HOTDOG CART DOGS SOURCED FROM PRICE CLUB REGARDLESS OF WHETHER YOU'RE AFTER LAST CALL AT THE PATIO PALO ALTO OR NEW YORK OR MASSACHUSETTS BOSTON TEXAS SAN ANTONIO oops caps lock sorry not sorry
IRL hotdog cart guy is smart and you can tell how many people are inside by how many dogs are on the grill each dog on grill represents 10 to 15 people inside so 12 dogs on grill equals at least 120 to 160 people inside THE PATIO
Three 200 people nights in the last 2 or 3 weeks
IRL top shelf A+ Trans Women univ Ave PA
IRL top shelf A Trans Women Castro St MV fest
As I have seen 20 in PA CA this and last month and season
And
A bevy of beautiful trans babes Saturday Sunday, September 6 seven MV CA
It occurs to me
Things have changed trends are score scores of thousands of young adolescent males are not only predisposed genetically with feminine and or androgynous facial bone structure features voice and demeanor proclivity towards feminine or androgyny but also social incentives are to go trans
Atrazine in water turns frogs gay according to AJ in Austin Texas but I guess he's just some guy with a microphone for a quarter century
IRL this is very similar to a dream a season or two or three ago running from bad guys through abandoned and municipally locked up old infrastructure buildings approximately at university Avenue train station underpass tunnel and Whole Foods Homer Avenue pedestrian bicycle tunnel infrastructure
IRL Castro Street Fair MV IS HUGE
Dream journal improves recall
2025.09.06F
2025.09.05L outdoor market holistic health expo bizarre I was intrigued by vials or vertical tubes full of V C L for ED and asked two of the booth reps regarding dosages timing throughout the day and even max dosage or threshold and or tolerance versus resistance or
IRL I generally have no problem with ED as long as I have coconut oil or a lovely woman or a relaxed atmosphere. Although I did use V previously because she liked it rock hard all night long. I was damaged by Prozac 1992 through 1995
2025.09.05E naked snuggle cuddle with Ashana SF therapist who healed me she sat naked I sat naked facing each other with a hug anticipation
2025.09.04Th
2025.09.02T on my iPhone I'm trying to like or repost a substack email to app
When I realized I was in airplane mode
Then I woke up
Two years ago I read our devices cell phones tablets were never in our dreams and I believed it in 2023.
2025 August I often dream of my iPhone
What changed?
2022 April through October I did dream of swiping up through social media videos on my iPhone while I was being tortured for six months by JTH
2025.09.02T JTHakaJVH Affidavit depositions I gave at police HQ the officers PI or detective seem to care less about me or take me not seriously. Then as I was to leave their office I observe 15 or 20 other shells actors or confederates giving false testimony against me to impeach me which I assumed was simply a department test to see how I will hold up in testimony in court against liable slander or false accusations:
The false deposition in the room next to me which I could hear through the thin wall of the cubicle which I leaned up against was holding a wooden handle hammer in his hand and claiming that I held the hammer and a threatening manner at a garage sale.
Therefore I scan my memory quickly to think if I might've done such a thing in the last five decades at a garage sale. Yet I drew a blank in my head. But this was as I was starting peace together that these guys can't be serious that this must simply be a test of my character. And a
Although at the same time I was wondering if these shells were sent in by JTH AKH JVH legal team to impeach my credibility
In other words I simply could not know in the moment if this was friendly fire from this PD or if these were actual page shells from JTH
Then
At the same time as I was leaving which was actually at JVH house on
1015 Continental Menlo Park 1980s I turned to one of the PI detectives or police officers or court officials and bagged they investigated JTHakaJVH 3 fraudulent CDL California drivers licenses
Julian Victor Hernandez CDL DOB 1945 San Diego California
James Thomas Hanford CDL DOB August 20 1945 best guess same birthday as JVH
James Thomas Hanford DOB 1940 where in he claimed he was five years older than truth to double dip fraudulently into SSDI and SSI as he had told me last decade
Also I asked these PI or detective or investigators to search JVH victim 1970s
1015 Continental Menlo Park 1970s
Stefan Marancini Menlo Park just before this last dream sequence and while one woman did write down his name as I tried attempted to spell it correctly I felt other male PI or investigators were not taking me seriously and did not care about another victim who pressed legal charges and brought action against
JVH Julian Victor Hernandez
1015 Continental Menlo Park 1970s 1980s Pedo
2025.08.31Su Anna was down the alley behind pizza in my heart at the wine bar behind bars wearing her colorful hat advertising her venom
IRL AnnaRedFlagGoldDigger BlackWidow PprayingMantis DUI JewishMotherPressure
2025.08.28Th
2025.08.27W snake silver small escaped in MP house towards rays room so I had to find it as Ray now had a small kitten brown black fluff ball that I found the snake and oops ripped it into pieces as I had hooked a loop of snake around two of my fingers and tried to pull it out from under something and it came apart although it also bit me and it was poisonous so I tapped on my hand and why?
2025.08.26T 3 B3 so I climb up on the roof via a gutter pipe then as I move on roof I'm throwing plants and pots clay and glass and junk from the roof down onto the guys who are chasing me but that just makes more noise and more bad guys come just like in The Walking Dead series but I move from rooftop to rooftop trying to go higher and higher and I worry that the clay pots glass and junk I'm throwing off the belongs to a nice artist woman and I move from rooftop to rooftop
2025.08.26T 3 B2 now I'm on foot and I'm trying to get out of this San Francisco Pl. near Mission and 16th I'm trying to walk north trying to get back to Mission but I keep getting mugged and attacked by other black eyes with knives survival knives and machetes as I try to get back to Mission Street I cannot get back to Mission Street every time I take a different alley it's either a dead end cul-de-sac or I get attacked by these guys with knives so I climb onto the roof roofs of buildings to escape
2025.08.26T 3 B2 there's another black guy on a purple two seater Dr. Seuss tall bike which looks shiny and new riding around and I realize that most of the guys here on bikes are criminals who stole them from somebody but cops don't seem to care and nobody can stop them. Thieves run the streets
2025.08.26T 3 B two black guys steal a young man's bicycle by knocking him off the bike and I try to help him find his bike or them the two black guys but they're gone and be now they stole my red specialized mountain bike with a broken seat and a bunch of art supplies in my basket
2025.08.26T 3 A 2 two black bicycle thieves work by first guy bumps the victim guy off the bike then the second black guy says hey that's my bike and steals the bike then before anybody knows what's happening they're gone
2025.08.26T 3 A brown paper lunch bag has apps while I speak to somebody about Russia China and a third country maybe North Korea and I don't speak any of those languages but maybe it was something about those countries talking to each other. Best guess my brown paper lunch bag has dumpster food and the ants are getting in my way
2025.08.21Th I was getting a room or having trying to have a room in JVH Menlo Park house
Seems I have maybe my stuff get it all over the floor of what looks like the upper middle back room then I'm peeking through the doorways at the other new people moving in to see what stuff they brought in and it looks like both guys on the upper north back and front have put in tons of music stuff for each of their recording studios
I'm really upset and I want to complain and protest but I'm thinking I can't even sue because this house has now been bought by somebody else so they have no ass association with JVH or JTH
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2025.08.20W Tom mom and I drive in car to with my stuff scattered all over the floor somehow looks like lots of people are all moving in upstairs I've got some kind of middle bedroom in the back and then I'm just peeking in the doorway to see other people's rooms on the back right or Northwest front right or Northeast both guys have loaded in tons of music equipment for each having a recording studio apartment off Woodside Rd., Redwood City we see a group of women walking towards it but we circle around then approaching closer to apartment we see the women again and start wondering if we could've driven in a quicker route
When we get inside the apartment the two cats are starving my cats so I go to get food Ray had left three cans of food in the fridge each can was pretty much full with a lid put back on and maybe food was put on plate but not eaten then put back into can? So I give that top can to the cats on two plates they're starving they haven't eaten for five days
My cats are not white so much as tiger colored or brown one cat had a tumor lump or just a pocket of flab on the right hip seen from rear as if the cat had lost a lot of weight
2025.08.19T Fold Cotton Wool Blankets Insulate Mountain civilization or resort retreat Himalayas wilderness city from cold I was a guest or visitor in this remote antiquity location learning how to fold blankets to layer against corner of wall to preserve heat in room. Woman leader and all members were folding these wool or cotton blankets and I was trying to help the best I could
Yet part of this culture civilization was a demonic sadistic torture flush tearing corporal punishment where a wrought iron steel cattle prod looking claw device would be ripped through the flesh of somebody who broke a rule
2025.08.1X lost date
I. Tried to visit JTH new house in Walnut Creek? And once there it was vacant and seemed to be empty I tried to explain to Dan bye drawing an image with my hands where the front door would be and where my master bedroom would be and how JTH tortured me by heating up to 100°
2025.08.16F SEX PARTY SF seems I had an invitation to come up behind somebody whom I thought was a woman at first but then it seemed was not
2025.08.15F military is destroying a bunch of old unused or expired or overstock green metal canister cartridges rectangle steel boxes of fogger and dehumidifier and other words they're gonna blow us all up at the same time and want us to make mist and want us to get rid of moisture it's iconic or symbolic way of military waste because why did they make these two things and now I can destroy them together
OK so here I am in San Francisco in the Hills in this military site which is a big pit in the ground up in the mountains where they're gonna destroy this surplus
And now I'm running away for some reason trying to get away from I don't know an authority I guess maybe the military weird
So now I'm running downhill through houses in Victorian's I guess blocks of Victorian houses Cisco Hills the usual
I find a long sheet of window shade I guess it's maroon or red on one side and black and the other and it's kind of a paper film you put over your window to block out the sunlight or get privacy and well obviously a 1' x 5' window is not a Victorian but rather the same shape as a common door mirror you would buy in a store
OK so here I go downhill and
I think what's important here now is that I'm writing this stream a day late it's Saturday morning in the sky is getting light in Palo Alto California
KEY TAKEAWAY IS I WAS ABLE TO LAY IN BED AFTER WAKING SOFTLY YESTERDAY FRIDAY MORNING AND WISH TO RECALL MY DREAMS, THEN I DID RECALL THIS KEY VISUAL OF THE GREEN MILITARY BOXES OF FOGGER AND DEHUMIDIFIER IN THE PIT THEN AS I DID YESTERDAY MORNING 24 HOURS AGO I WAS ABLE TO NOW EVEN A DAY LATE RECONSTRUCT THOSE SAME VISUALS AND FRAMES OF THE DREAM THAT I AM WRITING HERE NOW
THIS THEN IS THE ESSENCE AND IMPORTANCE OF KEEPING A DREAM JOURNAL IN AS MUCH AS
This excellent practice yesterday allowed me to transfer the dream from my unconscious into my conscious memory and it sat there for a whole day as I went about tons of activities through the day and night
Dancing with Anna in the town square of Palo Alto for hours on end in front of everybody cutting a rug showing newborn to octogenarian Palo Alto's how it's done
This was a very rare day as I haven't seen dancing like this since Memorial Day weekend with a gorilla DJ set up before June 12 and Anna and I danced for hours today from sunlight through dark starting alone and mostly often alone yet joined at different times in different hours by numerous other people adults and kids families etc. as we really kicked off the town Square
Anna and I appear to be Palo Alto
I've told numerous people in recent weeks that Anna and I dated in 2010 2011 and 2014
Young kids tonight probably in high school asked me if I was going to tap that
To which I responded
We're friends
In this way I am teaching the youngsters how to be a gentleman
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2025.08.12T my Katana was unavailable because a gangster came up on my right side and stuck his body between it and me then another gangster came in from the left. I slipped away somehow and grabbed their AR 15 climbed a tower and started shooting them
Then I got chased so I ran away up a church steeple then tried to climb over different rooftops entering different churches buildings into belfries then I found a bike I could ride but it had no handlebar just the stem so I thought about using the A.R. 15 as a handlebar if I could lash it to the neck Then I could zip down hill real fast from the Berkeley Hills to make my getaway
This happened because when I was in one of the churches or fraternity houses at a frat and sorority party I thought I had a moments rest until somebody at the party was like WTF the LAPD was here then I saw the police lights and realized they were on to me
2025.08.10Su Tom Drove car over Bricks 12" Foot tall Lane Divider alpine Road at 280 which gassed a hole in the oil pan same as last year
2025.08.10Su
2025.08.08 swim English channel stuck on rock chances of survival if swept into ocean are 0% to one percent in same dream Anna is nearby she might not know just where I am
Earlier insane dream I was checking to still see if I had my Nissan key in my bag when we were at airport or bus or train terminal also we had a hotel room
Guys on beach are fighting TSA or cop comes out of secret door and arrest one of the guys
Similar door I accidentally open on rock releases a TSA German Shepherd
2025.08.05T Hug Hold Lick PGH Toy as she stands in front of me at intimate social event
Dream Journal to help recall
2025.08.02 Sat Young Black Woman hugged or held while I tried to figure out how to close little windows on my phone she was showing me some sexy cute social app I asked her not to click on anything as I had no idea what candy game or other app she got me onto so I was trying to close out of it but the little X on the little close window kept moving and if I tried to press on the X on the top left it would move over to the right and something else would happen and this was after I'd ask her not to click on anything
Her friends were standing nearby and they were either giggling or laughing or self entertained doing whatever else it was just silly
2025.08.01F SnowBoard new model ultra short recurve double beveled radical curve shape under my arm as I walked through the very crowded apartment complex on Sharon Road Sharon Heights young guys 18? Exclaimed high compliments as I had the new tech nobody else had they crowded me upstairs in the balcony with fake admiration and wanted to see it one guy held it while three of his accomplices block me from fetching it when he ran away with it
2025.07.31Th BBW Doggie party single first then more SF afternoon mixer becomes play party
After first session another points Mr out to another enclave where note are waiting SF BEST
Link to carport SF D5 D6 party cars can park within building in Central courtyard and any of the open parking spots and then leave when want day 123
Rave Fest Party night mud or wet lawn SF park or back in to spot can sleep or park ok cause sf
Ok to Get est situated for weekend
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Dream2025.07.29T IDF SOLDIER stands with heavy long rifle burdened with dozens or scores of arrow bottle rocket attachments to shoot down drones each bundle of six or seven bottle rocket arrows is color stripe coated same as resistors for a different use form or functions
Poor guy is stuck in place overloaded with armaments too heavy to move
Dream2025.07.28M12 Sexy Flirty Cuddle Finger Group of Dozen Women Pre Dance Spirit Barefoot Boogie Fishermans Wharf SF or MARIN over water SFbay
2025.07.20Su Cat wait fir Mr in corner bedroom in pile of stuff centers of flour 3 lizard too goods
Water and washing of dishes or artifacts house
Story hit house do try yo Sal age foods May be question of Walter Sa tool provide r of lifemoves van shiva desrtoyer when too much water disrupts household contents so injury I think too turn off water and this I communicate to someone
Like a fire hose was let loose in the house fire sprinklers
2025.07.09W Flip Pop Play toy for dog heel kick
2025.07.07M RFK jr Subpoena stack Off boxes papers on my bicycle blocks view
2025.07.07M backing up car into parallel parking spot blinded by the stack on bicycle
2025.07.07M dream journals are helpful for precisely this reason I have only these two slivers above recall ATM for deep and vivid dream before waking. If I am to recall these dreams then these two precise and concise dream journal notes may trigger full recall today. Crossing fingers
2025.07.07M
2025.07.04F Cat Fleas dilute alcohol hand sanitizer hand rubbed into fir back shoulders aft
Chase and finger pinch 3 fleas on cat neck rear
White cat Angel
IRL never applied any alcohol to any cat. Diluted soap in bathtub yes but only pet safe this century
Fishing line on pole wait for bite yes grabbed line w hands burned hands old we scoutmasters help land huge fish 2 foot long name species
Scoutmaster sucked 6" or 8" fish out of a boys ass
IRL fortunately I witnessed zero pedo activities in Boy Scouts. Yet missed pedophileactivity in Sea Scouts at 16 years old although one of sea scoutmasters tripped my Gaydar years later
Car ran away Ai i checked the oven luckily no cat there. Electric o en wars just beginning to warming up so I could bare hands check under back and behind all of the aluminum baking trays. No cat. Not sure why this has anything to do with cat
Checked kitchen bathroom sink but sink was gone round patch for sink drain on old linoleum floor Ray must've removed the sink terror
Dream journals help for recall
2025.07.03Th
2025.07.02W
2025.07.01Tu OOPS CRAP I gave a ride to this DJ to this mountain festival rave and he brought extra wooden planks to make steps for the psycho Uber long wooden staircase up the cliff but now that DJ guy wants a ride home and he thinks I owe him one so now I gotta find the right power tool battery off to remove these stupid steps from the mountain cause he wants to cut out early. Red flag DJ
2025 JUNE
2025.06.28Sa
2025.06.27F
2025,06.26Th4 Cat
2025.06.23M
2025.06.22 Sun
2025.06.21Sa Sharon Heights Pond rocks emerged hollow hermit and striped shore crab within eating micro tiny fish tap on outside of rock crabs react Peter D PAM hoisted huge wet rectangular timbers out of Pond to use as benches on cement brick staircase pergola seats so wet I stated. One guy sat on them to see if they were wet and yes they were wet
2025.06.20F Found Both cats bad returned MP home + 3rd Black Norwegian Forest Cat
2025.06.19Th SAN Francisco Rock Range Park South of Golden Gate ParkOcean to 19th Ave
2025.06.18WL burning man flea cat router
2025.06.18WE weekend at Brian O party
2025.06.17TL 100s plastic Easter eggs to give away so I enlist help people to carry boxes baskets over to town Square. On bus at our stop Anna squeezes my hand. We get off
2025.06.17T8Syd Envelop Reception Twin Peaks as they walked uphill but I was still tryna catch
2025.06.17T8 my stuff! She pointed to purse folio shop cart in lot as we scrambled to track SFPD SUVs on Hydro Skids Powering thru SFbay south by treasure Island to raid our Alameda or Oakland happy funfest EDM music costume gala
2025.06.17T8 Georgia Peach has entered chat asked about Mississippi area fest
2025.06.17T8 SF events Rave Fest )'( BM DeCom Treasure Island or East Bay Loc group 6
IRL SFEVENTS email list I sent to 23K addy signup manilla folder group sit chat park lot fest z exceeded
2025.06.16M7
2025.06.16M7 contact improv dance roll around on floor my hand behind her sacrum smaller back around as a group of bodies on the floor get another group of women naked in the corner one was kissing another breast for fun silly light happy then
2025.06.15Su
2025.06.14Sa cat sexy woman Divyo Whole Life
Expo Hold her naked while write notes digitally and on yellow Post-it notes with pen difficulty holding woman + arranging notes loose media
2025.06.13F Dream Journal
2025.06.12Th
2025.06.12ThM cats
2025.06.12ThE handfuls of baby gopher snakes
If you wake gently in a dream keep eyes closed, do not breathe in deeply. I might list a few points of dream in my head such as above then fall back asleep. Next when I wake later in the morning having a subscribed one line of keyword to each stream segment I am more likely to recall And fill in each dream segment
2025.06.11WL scorpion Jerusalem cricket trilobite BORING beetle termite digging pest 2" x 1" Renee infinite chaos warehouse Timber wood 2 beams 10" x 8" x 12' drilling sigh noise as I stood on two beams then Renee said what? Then when I looked there was a 1 inch boring hole in the wood and lots of fine powder like chalk or saw dust so we looked around for the large insect then I found it and needed help fetching glass jars and lids to capture it and had a very hard time capturing it as we all ran around looking for a glass jars and lids and I tried to catch it finally succeeded
2025.06.11WM apple sliced served on dish covered Renée and Angelica DJELLI on
2025.06.10T8
2025.06.09ML maroon sequin dress lays on blue sequin dress touching feet of blue sequin dress woman laying on red sequin dress couch sofa
These two sensually clad women were wandering about trade show expo eve as I
2025.06.09ML lisa Simpson 3 leg magnetic socket doll I assembled and placed far to right on expo display shelf so as to separate from all the bipedal toys to the left
2025.06.09ML I was going to Moscone Center SF tradeshow umbrella event for last three or four of these dream sequences my central seat of the auditorium was near a woman of interest as I observed several of these scenarios or stages or expositions within the entire show
2025.06.09ME walking up Lego Hill on all fours in wet rain worried my black socks are getting wet
IRL I found 50 pounds of Lego instruction books last night so I loaded them into a huge box and left them on the bicycle pathway between Town & Country shopping center and Palo Alto high school adjacent to the T intersection of the bike path
2025.06.08Su10E Rolled no Wet Muddly Lawn UCSC got may pants shoes shirt wet muddy so i tried to enter body of water but current too strong got swept away so I grabbed a rock to climb out
2025.06.08Su10L first locomotive engine pulled one trailer on freeway second three locomotive engines pulled many trailers nighttime wet rainy highway we followed
2025.06.07Sa9
2025.06.07Sa9 Ray served Soy or processed turkey loaf in shape of round cake one piece he served me fell on the table and he was digging under a chafing dish on my setting to spoon it back onto my plate so I was disgusted as the table was who knows how dirty mom wasn't even watching
2025.06.07Sa9 I was trying to take a shower in the hall bathroom and the shower knobs were mounted to the bathroom sink counter I heard the water running so I checked the knob clockwise was turned off tight I turned the knob counterclockwise to check but that little bit of water might've bothered Ray showering Mb master bathroom
2025.06.06F Topsoil Compost Sand Wood horse
2025.06.06F
2025.06.05Th7
2025.06.05Th7 nature pool HotSprings climb rock jump people mountains trail serene wild
2025.06.05Th7 blue climbing net platform served as 20 m diving board causing me to question safety with so many rocks about pool
2025.06.05Th7
2025.06.04W
2025.06.04WM She tall gorgeous brunette curly
2025.06.04WM I was persona non grata as I'd spammed his email list with my events before
2025.06.04WM he invited me to his burning man art show bazaar Café salon SF streets backyard
2025.06.04WM IRL Second night in a week I sabotaged my sleep by not wearing earplugs
Note to self get better earplugs
2025.06.03T
2025.06.02.M10
2025.06.02.M10 Baker Beach Navy Readiness
2025.06.02.M10 Baker Beach Lovely Woman
2025.06.02.M10
2025.06.01Su climbed mountain with guy looking for adventure camping found women
Very attractive woman naked lay a top mountain? So we lay in anticipation
2025 May
IRL Sun Am BIKE ACCIDENT ENDOVER HANDLEBARS SPECIALIZED HARDROCK COWPER JACKET Caught front breaks Helmet Blue Jeans ok BROKE RULE loose clothing draped on handlebars caused accident no injury
2025.05.30F
2025.05.30F11
2025.05.30FM Plump Woman naked lay top less
2025.05.30FE brown cat on porch steps Front dr
2025.05.29Th9 F250 F350 Generator 120v 240v
I showed him the 12' x 6' generator haul by F250 which should've been hauled by an F350 and the step down 240 V 120 V inverter relay set up
2025.05.29Th9 Rainwater Irrigation Front Yard
Irrigation Redwoods Oaks Spruce Fir Avo Lemon
BurningMan camp plot grid generator 6 camps
Noble Fir descending slope of irrigation channel
I walked him through my lot demonstrating water flow ditch trench irrigation to a dozen trees with automatic self leveling reservoir feed
IRL similar to my home water catchment system
2025.05.28W8
2025.05.28W8 Tom stole gold from house
I demanded back. He appears to have agreed
2025.05.28W8 cat stayed safely in the house and laundry hamper
IRL white grey brown thin short haired cat noisily emerged back of Trader Joe's dumpster TCV PA
2025.05.28W8 Jim Carey played female stage
wore nose prosthetic IRL similar to hair tie fem
2025.05.27T
2025.05.26M10 she offered me a drink red cocktail or concoction potion mistress charming hostess sexy party )'(
2025.05.26M10 Bicycle no brakes. Wanting to check my knuckle and arrive at the fun Beach before the hill I wanted to pull the bike left to the sidewalk of beach but I could not get the bike to stop even though we were already going uphill
2025.05.26M10 Bicycle Tandem person behind me turned the look around behind upset bike shimmy correct I swerved my knuckle sliced by dumpster fortunately not as heavy leather work gloves protected
2025.05.26E arborist up trees in church across the street from our house worried he fell or was fell upon lapping giant limbs off huge eucalyptus and Monterey Cyprus
2025.05.24Sa7? Free MilkWeed Saturday AM
2025.05.24Sa12? Warmth cuddle snuggle pet
2025.05.24Sa CATS 6 at a home maybe my home found two cats then white short hair at first thought it was star but no that is similar gray can't do that a little brown splash I was instantly sad it wasn't them yet at the same time happy to adopt six more cats
IRL FOUND 6 kitties @Redwoods 2023 no phone
2025.05.23Th8 Old Country Western Dream day 2 Train Tracks? Cargo FlatCar?
2025.05.22Th7 bunch of stuff about JTH 10000Z after losing all night sleep up till 7 AM
2025.05.22Th7 Ocean's Eleven movie theme
Vivid multiple wild action packed scenes
Air craft jetliner landing assisted by multiple other aircraft yet blocked by train crash first followed by intense wooden bomb hostage multi story antique turn of century escape sequence
2025.05.22Th7 race against the clock thriller
2025.05.22ThE Mom stepped on her bed as I was trying to make it supporting my efforts
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2025.05.21W cats toss room 9 peeps tic-tac-toe
2025.05.21W homeless guy crawls on icy road
2025.05.20T handcuff wrists May be J friendly
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2025.05.18Su12 KrispyKreme box of 5 Red Velvet TiO2 frosting I walk into or out of a burning man after party diner and offer to people
2025.05.18Su6 Self aware robot entity wants to break out of closet steel stud bolts turning steel orange painted plate of garage storage door
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2025.05.17Sa6 dreamed nwo arrested Catherine Austin Fitts so everybody kept their head down and kept to themselves afraid to associate or talk to each other or speak of things gloomy dystopian dark lonely foggy low resolution future
2025.05.16F9 VHS VCR I put tape in for event of conference Lance Mason MC Moscone exhibitio
Sound drowned out by neighboring exhibitor on her massive video screen presentation 100 feet away as with several competing video wall sound systems busy crowded exhibit center SF
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2025.05.15Th7 sherry huggiMa at Kimya house I cleaned her bedside or incense toothbrush holder hair cooler or essential oil bedside or
2025.05.14W M~9 Throw colored balls tennis ball size but heavy through round holes of plywood carnival game prop on beach then move to carpeted floor of large room in house with fleas
2025.05.14W E<9 Waylon Jennings concert country music or we're at American band and shopping mall impromptu theater venue where bands play on flatbed trucks angle parked reversed in then just pull out located in shopping mall with dinner restaurants
2025.05.13T10 PinkWash Breast Cancer Wine
2025.05.13T10 Wine Party Tall Blonde Woman
2025.05.13T9 Kathleen Claudon
2025.05.13T i'd left bananas and oranges on top of my white car minivan parked at an angle on a bank of a road so that people could adopt any of these hundreds of bananas and oranges as they walked away from the concert festival that evening going home and then I looked inside the white minivan to see what else I should put out or collapse or dispose of cardboard or white cardboard boxes and then I see some straw hats and other things and I debate whether to stage and I start to flatten a bunch of cardboard and wax cardboard boxes and leave them by the right side sliding door so that I can drop them off or recycle them
2025.05.12M10 meta DREAMS are neutral except for problem-solving and troubleshooting guidance therefore beware of hiding or escaping into dreams when real life needs to be dealt with for example 2022 through 2025
2025.05.12M10 SEXY WOMAN ILLUMINAUGHTY
Pilates Practitioner 2 parties Allemany Mission
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Ice cream hand food based nope relic from previous night s dream but maybe still a connection standing in space with stone bulkhead reaching for ice cream cone on the ground in alcove cave
2025.05.12M10 Me a sexy woman asked her if I met her at cell space we were in a crowd scene outdoor open street or festival brunette hair like Deborah Gold Julie jackolot Prospect Saratoga friend peach colored blouse
IRL 35th BAAnniversary Party video last night
2025.05.11Su9 French Speaking Home Care Nurse came to tend my mom plus 4 women front driveway Blonde Plump Scantily clad Nubile
My Corner NE Bedroom lacked door I'd removed years ago when cleaning and gutting prep my Mac charging cables on floor for many devices
2025.05.11Su9 tried to charge pen band short radio with a Mac cable but couldn't find Mac charger bricks in drawers of desk and file cab
2025.05.10Sa12 4" x 6" display broken so I show the female employee I walk her back to the building so she can tell her materials agent guy remotely who can run the serial number to see if it was checked out of inventory although this is a retail setting so it was all within store
2025.05.10Sa12 wooden walkway bridge constructed pallets like LIB intense outdoor festival with pagan Shimanek plus walkways half submerged in lake with love interests all around
2025.05.10Sa12 expand
2025.05.10Sa8 Color art transfer appliqué mylar
2025.05.10Sa8 navigate SF St. Advertise real estate with cop car in each photo frame of each city block of green grassy lots as joke on sad SF
2025.05.10Sa8 walk into art class with Mylar color appliqué place on art table in busy room of art students while prep for next step note sexy w
2025.05.10Sa8 o serve hot artist placed seem of mylar transfer naturally at fold page breakpoint of city Street on what could even be a map of city blocks art similar to Muldoon Hayes valley
2025.05.10Sa8 fascination w young art women
2025.05.10Sa8 dropped art cap on asphalt so concerned about food contamination or grit
2025.05.10Sa8 IRL sexy cyrilic blonde WF30 Ukraine Trident L Bicep Tricep White Dress black print super sexy spoke art Stanford of her Font Typeset to France tomorrow Ukraine June
Speaks German Venomous hate Putin Russia Trump says Van win war just needs small arms
thought to wish id approached her differently abc plus toy dog on cage on car backseat feared me J cat cage on garage May link to segment of dream not recall ex yet
2025.05.09FE1 J Mansion Sf scores of rooms
I try to photo entry 2 doors from lower atrium
J home theater lounge deep basement room
J steals My password shows close up camera
J camera center of ceiling Penelope Persephone
2025.05.09FE2 small fluff grey cat jumps closet
Same fluff Greg kitten as prev night dream
Perfect jump 2m into Litter box morph soaking wet I state News for tygon tube
IRL FOUND BLUE BELLY LIZARD LIB aft DREAM
Stuck in FOYER I showed staff n patrons release
2025.05.08Th11 green festival food vendor after show window shopping amazing display foods
Award ceremony fresh flowers from show offered to key participants student awards ceremony as we sat on the floor
2025.05.08Th9 blue belly lizard alligator lizard squirrel
2025.05.08Th7 garage sale again even side of street halfway to Pond
2025.05.08Th5 garage sale neighbor up the street towards Pond odd side HP laptop two piece not connected 5 in.² tile screen cracked but working fine both units had good display in bag other garage sale units he said I could have toilet paper 12 rolls double bags double his backpacks jackets tall mini fridge crusty D
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2025.05.07W7 haircut
2025.05.07W7 program Mac SE Computer
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2025.05.05M10 Flowers cut down back yard along fence whole bed looks like ivy w haircut
2025.05.05ME cat sand dunes ice plant highway switchbacks 1960s 70s Alpha grey fluff
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2025.05.03Su6 hawk picks up woman from sidewalk places her up on roof of Fairmont hotel SF
2025.05.03Su6 festival clothing shirt after Monday
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2025.05.03Sa8 blonde goddess purple iris hair jasmine vinca minor baby's breath hold glutes
Candle wax liquid set wick amongst blocks wax square rectangle pot range wick fragile set delicate balance
2025.05.03Sa8 CCC WAREHOUSE michelle meiher hippy chic building sale transfer map
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2025.05.02F7 face beard shave?
2025.05.01Th9 cats or cat
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2025.05.01Th3 2 large chocolate Easter eggs pack in box bag on my? Explain to person I would deliver eve 5 6 7 PM to avoid heat 2-3pm
2025.05.01Th3 Find chocolate Easter egg food in my garage thrift store steel tall shelf SWcrner
2025.05.01Th3 IRL lost 5 chocolate bars lasteve
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2025.04.30W8 AI for dog hair difficult fur grain
2025.04.30W8 steel wall to clean car wheel not sandpaper
2025.04.30WE flying hovering along freeway, slow lane red brick Road above other people obstacles trying not to show off by flying skills
2025.04.30W1 setting up for a party
2025.04.30W1 gather Nails to give to guys as tools to open locks hasps or claps outside on posts of ranchero roof? At camp country.
2025.04.30W1 then as I gave him all those nails and chocolates, I wanted to keep maybe three bars of chocolates in my pocket for that evening maybe even to give to other people
Second dream of chocolate bars, maybe earlier eve or night before dream of flat chocolate bars
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2025.04.29T9 Concrete post Chronicle, inverted foundation ceiling support, cement poor
2025.04.29T9 choe sold me TIX nextdoor event stadium
2025.04.29T9 I fly around event space post conference, maybe SF venue, Concourse or tech show architecture transition parking garage stadium became parking carpeted seats. Remove bleachers.
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2025.04.29T2 Ride in guys car could not fetch he tried to lay down or plug in his wire on ground for remote fetch no go. I plugged a Cat 5 cable
2025.04.29T2 BBW Room in house if dad sisters
2025.04.29T2 BBW Brunette Country girl sweet
2025.04.29T2 1959 Oldsmobile Tailfins retro car
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2025.04.28M6
2025.04.28M6 More music record store party SF
2025.04.28M6 sexy people everywhere ascent
2025.04.28M6 I’d left her front and center to find ? And as happy bouncing molecule I founder another whom I walked with Into next
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2025.04.27Su9 Sharon Pond Flooded repeat but this time all the way to Monte Rosa 1-2’ deep
2025.04.27Su9 her topless or sheer breasts firm pert perky as she flaunted her chest at me she had a rep of this
2025.04.27Su9 She wanted to hot tub with me so I was trying to arrange a hot tub in what would be a green steel micro dumpster with one side down as if a loading ramp for a truck still
2025.04.27Su9
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2025.04.26Sa9 sex, woman, erotic, brunette, jewelry copper jewelry wire, embracing her torso remove gently, thin, fragile hair gauge wire
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2025.04.25F6 Silver coins Bank Wood drawer Manila envelope sticky spill tarnish coins spill
2025.04.25F6 found one Morgan one piece plus several dimes quarters in square envelope, 4x4”
2025.04.25F6 think to tell bank relatives each want their own decade of coins, so I need to sort
60s 70s 80s
2025.04.25F6 realize within dream the future continued profit off of this metals. Change to decades centuries as I look at front of bank on the street.
At same time, I wonder how to store them at home without tipping anybody off?
Woman, at bank, friendly helpful no clue
Funny how I sat at bank at the wooden desk
IRL wooden desk equals my first little wood desk
IRL that big brother’s Phil and Peter got me that huge wooden desk was awesome. Rust colored paint was really stupid though sanding on upper patio I guess was a good lesson and painting desk lasted decades.Job
IRL occurs to me now that simple is good and the simple childhood task of fetching silver coins from NCS was finite doable rewarding lucrative
2025.04.24Th6 Sacramento lobbying bribery forest swamp camp fair festival Pioneer days Washington DC photocopy machine, paper bin catch tray package drawer in my hands as we negotiated the bribe over the phone with offer of legislation for bribery money. In other words while I walked the halls of this building with this black plastic heavy duty catch tray, which was a more for half between a cash register, black currency bills tray, and a photocopier printed paper catch bin for the completed legislation at Sacramento. Then I was trying to get this photocopier or been into the legislature that there were some people in one door of staircase room with the building I didn’t want to see me therefore I went out and around and ended up being in a 1776 Revolution area or even earlier civil war era so to get back into the capital building I was walking through a civil war era forest which became a swamp and my problem became. How was I gonna sneak this full-size photocopier that I was carrying in my arms into the building and if I did wade through the swamp to get in through the mount around the building, how deep is the swampand how likely would I be to stumble and fall or step so deeply that the photocopier would be flooded by swamp water.
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2025.04.23W4 METAWORRY about profile about pronouns as I did not want to miss gender somebody so I became quiet and did not want to speak their pronouns because
2025.04.22T0 USA military stand behind others w Rope several people becomes sandwich of people on giant slices of bread as in blankets
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2025.04.19Sa really bad sleep left hip hard door knew this last night should have adjusted foam
2025.04.19Sa words again, composing form as if four piece collation of Substack title subheader article link, author author link
2025.04.19Sa looking inside windows of UCSC dorm noticed one guy on couch then noticed 10 or 12 cats in room, then noticed another guy may be Asian
2025.04.19Sa Mold form for pouring 10 ounce silver bars, discovered times 18 pattern after discovering tarnished silver dollar recognized as self poured or fake due to design roughness
2025.04.19Sa first inside room, then outside Kresge oaks C8 UCSC dorms, clinnjjnnnbnjmbing fence, wall roof, breaking apart, asphalt shingles, water, damaged moss
IRL KRESGE instadate Carin Petite Blonde topless in her bed snuggles groping foreplay kept her pants on said next time when I tried unzip denim Bluejeans she is unique and significant as my first astounding success, and one, and only time I went out at night towards an elective event without first, taking a second shower, and in that spontaneous moment, I met a date who took me home into her bed, teaching me perhaps I didn’t need to overthink over shower and over prep so much
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2025.04.18F8 blue light flashing in hallway from cop outside hall bathroom window 905
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2025.04.18F3 sex missionary, move car feed ducks fish lake, UC Berkeley friend Arch history
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2025.04.17Th8 JTH surprise speaker appearance, while I was at a Toastmasters or
2025.04.17Th5 Amber Seitz Cats 3 kittens litter
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2025.04.17Th5 follow petite bubbly blond up pool path as she spoke of Vegas party future
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2025.04.16W7 California coastal town social gathering outside SMCO lots of young women, both sitting in chairs and hiking up and downhill including slalom toboggan luge wildly sliding down one steep area seems fearfully dangerous, but people do OK
2025.04.15T22 cross index reminder placehold
2025.04.15T9 9 cats Mom hospital bed living rm
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2025.04.15T4 compile substack blog on iPhone FL, Michael Schellenberger element Texas guy running for office tangent to other link description
IRL my article, 3 arguments against nuclear fission power 3 mile island, Chernobyl Fukushima
Irl this this is 12th or 15th dream? iPhone
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2025.04.14M5 lawnmower, cut grass, cracks streets, Cascade Siskiyou weeds grow up through cracks and pulled with my hands, but
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20250413Su8 Work Food Cat Towels Seat Food
20250413Su8 Safeway Asphalt Change Dumpst
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20250412SA9 dog pet some teeth other people
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20250412SA4 Chopwood ax for Boy Scouts, fish firewood, log split long dry light hardwood forest
2025.04.11F8 hope my cat comes back to 18 Sycamore then think maybe if I leave the garage door open it can find home better
2025.04.11F4 STAR Xmas tree 2 garland mug bad guy transaction gone wrong mom bedroom
He drove away headlights through my open front door, hoping he didn’t let my cat out or steal my cat
2025.04.10Th8 black cat on my back as I attended presentation 1 2 upper patio pergola
Three mafia bosses control urinal in bathroom with threats of violence
2025.04.10Th8 First nation bank built on top of where I stored my money
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2025.04.10Th4 LED Lights Clothes costume gear yard sale Los Altos Burningman yard sale tech museum
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2025.04.09W8 sex, naked, attempt, hot tub, pool, Jacuzzi party, matchmaking dating event, another pool below us at club hotel scene
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IRL carriage House Hotel 7th st SF XTwitterVideo
2025.04.09WE 925 neighbor, 4 AM Weedwhacker, Vespa scooter, discard Phillips Brooks, cinderblock soil, pile, fire, hydrant, bike rack Antique lamp?
2025.04.09W3 Neighbor applied liquid nitrogen buckets to fix, setting concrete stonework bulkhead, terrorist, landscape garden, barrier party
2025.04.09W3 Carol, Lisa Bell monster Sea Scouts party my garage she wanted rubber band launcher to point out rats I sought now stick in larger vans in my garage. She came out so I push broom table clean onto floor.
2025.04.09W3 Paul Barkin party poured Jelly beans some glass KERR mason jar to put in my pocket as jar too big second thoughts, then time spent gathering jellybeans on floor, counter, back into jar, separated me from Paul, who was my intro to party. Concern as Paul already had outside poolside to party scene.
IRL Barkin red BMW, 2002 Mike Moody broke windshield
2025.04.08T5 Sex Missionary fabric Tear Textile
2025.04.08T5 Sex Missionary fabric Tear Textile
2025.04.07M dream climbing a telephone pole
2025.04.07M9 Cunnilingus WF 20 brunette house party hills canyon adventure outdoor scene she was still and quiet I held her knees she held my bum
2025.04.07M4 mom picked two pink Camellia flowers from front yard then horse kicked, cartwheels herself left into her waterbed north east bedroom
2025.04.06SuE submarine surfaces on beach they will rape you
2025.04.06Su7 I hang with Kate reclining loose, colorful clothing in San Francisco. We run around market Street busy urban scene. I see another woman late 30s muscular show skin I like.
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2025.04.05Sa8 explore hill creek side path stop at hose water irrigation system water mud Trail
2025.04.05Sa8 Gather Tools abandoned shed
Crescent wrench snips shears tiny machete
2025.04.04F5 Mom bro car N to SF 280 n 101
2025.04.04F5 Fotinia Dead end campground
2025.04.04F5 Photinia Food N Laundry Y
2025.04.03Th9 UNIV AVE ManHole Cover broke
2025.04.03ThE Dog LivRm in Fish Tank Happy
2025.04.03ThE CATS MANY inside outside LR
2025.04.03Th2 $USD COLLAPSE GOLD PRICE UP SKYROCKET GOLD MINE CLOSE DOWN melt gold cart on rail tracks to refine gold dust of cart
2025.04.03Th2 hide my pant shirt fold roll tuck
2025.04.03Th2 rope Swing Lake Warm spring
2025.04.03Th2 Gold Rush mine town antique
2025.04.03Th2 Dirty dastard dust bowl pigpen
2025.04.03Th2 Anna Lap Lake skinny Dip sex
2025.04.03Th2 Anna Lap sex join my bed nude
2025.04.02W8 5 Things list pro American Mr X
2025.04.02WE Map of USA white green find five errors one Texas chopped off lower third is colored in Mexico
IRL GREEN, WHITE USA MAP CHEMTRAILS I’VE SEEN SEVERAL TIMES ON TWITTER RECENT DAYS
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2025.04.01T10 City Hall library meeting cards PT SLIVER WINDMILL 3 Hills V H PLANTTREES
- NEW FORMAT INDEX ONLY HERE Forward
In and out of City Hall, there was a meeting as I wandered around the meeting aside the meeting across the hall guys were painting for people. Their theme was punk art. If you gave them a suggestion or rhyme or poem, they would write with red and black and yellow and colors painting art according to your input, this went on for six or 10 dudes behind a plexiglass barrier up on a standing countertop where they perform their art then to their left I saw three of my cards of blue maybe a couple white sliver and I wondered if I should grab them relieve them there if the guy was gonna pick them up again later on a second counter to their left, I left them.
PT CARDS PLANTTREES within dream, I knew these cards were out of print, no longer exist and dwindling vanishing of high value rarity
If I sat or stood in meeting, looking forward to the City Hall members seated at table desk or podium, 20 or 30 feet of us. The main guy on the right might have been speaking, perhaps the mayor.
Guy on my right, was talking with his hands nonverbally in protest. His two hands moved in three dimensions, and varied an axis, but or somewhat symmetrical.
Then he got up, stood and spoke, and I realized he was engaging a Roberts rules formal protest of procedure
Then he walked forward to the administrators in his active protest now he was a black guy with white hair sort of but not dreads elder man maybe also in white top or white clothes
As I walked back out, where painting was I then walked more to my left I observed where people would go pee in trees on a
Lawn Bowl slope with trees and people could loiter there were towels or blankets maybe 10 across beach towels, populated with people
Tattooed. White woman was subjective attention on the lowest or first row of towels. She was naked, ready to receive sex from? As the people gathered in anticipation, and lay or sat on their individual towels somebody up on the top row said oh it’s black.Ed referencing the black porn outfit called blacked
Other people cringed fearing person and back speaking was racist
I tried to get up closer to front tiptoeing across the towels. My knee was on one towel and a woman reacted so I apologize and said oh sorry, as I moved on down to the left.
I found another towel that was unoccupied, so I kind of sat on that and there was a guy next to me. Also watching the scene to our right he was touching my leg and my leg was over his leg over mine as we were all trying to get closer to look at the action woman to our right I didn’t complain to his right was another sexy naked woman second to the actress? Subject and she was getting hot and bothered and attending over our direction so I thought she might engage with us.
I was concerned at the same time that I might smell bad for having not showered, but the guy to my right did not seem to notice mine or bother and neither did anybody else
2025.04.01T10 Lawn BWL blacked sex porn PERF
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2025.03.31M8 tryna get my stuff back from J
2025.03.31M8 tryna get my stuff back from J
Downstairs in different house, I could see J’s head as he watched TV from the back of the couch looking at a TV on the wall at the end of the living room so as
I caught myself on about four pillows that were on the couches, bed pillows, dark blue pillowcase, spring, pillowcase, gray pillowcase, so I tried to call crawl back quietly to put the pills back on the couches clothing, and I noticed he had some of my stuff on the table in a box so I tried to collect as much of it as I could, and put it into a green Vest MOLLE pack on my chest on the front left big pocket then I tried to leave then as I walked down a long driveway, I tried to put all the stuff back in my car and I tried to get back in the house to look for more Now there were other people at the house maybe even employees or security cards of J then I’m going back into a different house which is more like a museum out of chest or antique door. Lots of structure here and like mechanical hardware, antiquity, military warehouse, or industrial zone crazy steel, Roz hanging from ceiling as all part of a grandfather clock
IRL grandfather clock I help J move from house to be in J middle family room used to be in his foyer near baby grand piano
1015 continental Drive Menlo Park
2025.03.31M 2am Tom gave 2 blank check Pink Slip release, if liability forms for how for car TBD I shook his hand and also shook Ray’s hand
IRL 2022.01.22 email I came across yesterday
IRL JTH JVH had me stop emailing him early 2022 for stated reason of email bouncing and or he was upset on phone. Call when my phone kept dropping out on living room Convo is this because he knew he was going to steal my phone eventually? And he wanted no email evidence so he wanted to use my phone to text me when he would take a shower at first and thenstop?
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2025.03.30Su holding my iPhone sideways to video party, is novel, unique and rare. First time I’ve used my iPhone in a dream to record video.
FaceTime my iPhone has been in a dream twice last night once to log three bicycles morphed into role of newspaper, storing something behind my driver, seat and car
2025.03.30Su three bikes, roll of paper behind my car seat
2025.03.30Su Diane green drink granola cats 3 wondered if should feed clump from drink container. It should’ve been just the chocolate milk, nutrition, energy drink powder, concoction, but it might’ve become an apricot pit. I did not feed cat that.
2025.03.30Su Diane had come back from store with these different drink mix containers. I had combined them a little bit pouring some of the green drink powder into the granola into the oatmeal into something and accidentally something I did was wet my green drink powder. Maybe it was wet and it soaked all the granola so I worried that I had to eat it all right away and or keep it cold and apologize to her.
2025.03.30Su Salon burning man party house had been rented out now by somebody else group
I went to the party and use my iPhone camera to walk around and film the different festive rooms with people as they created art scenes, but without the bar and without the rave DJ music, so this was different from a non-salon in those ways
2025.03.30Su A nonchalant, burning man party, new tenants, my girlfriend, or love interest a sterile, plastic drawer tray table that she could both do her art at this craft bazaar and also collapse the legs of that breakfast in bed, lap table, food tray, and store in this sterile rectangle meter long by half meter deep 3 inch tray in foot tall starlight tray container which could then stack neatly away in the room somewhere when she wasn’t using it
In this mission to find her such a set up, I guess other art and craft vendors, making stuff stuff in their room at that event, which was just beginning to happen so I looked around carefully in this cluttered room, trying not to step on anybody else’s earrings, jewelry art craft stuff then I became to wander around the party Full of crafters and artisans. We are upstairs in this building with rooms.
2025.03.30Su Similar to last night with Dan KOTKE dream house, Palo Alto wandering around
2025.03.30Su9 Kinky Salon venue could also be this building and IRL that computes as kinky salon did use a non-salon 1998 flame of the eternal return, and
2025.03.29Sa8 DAN KOTKE house open party
2025.03.29Sa8 burning man, sidewalk podium, fire extinguisher, safety, footstool for speaker, blocking sidewalk
2025.03.29Sa8 Sit in car Alley Lane tour of Asian kids comes from street into my alley led by motorcycle cop, who crashes into bumps into a woman crowd stops
2025.03.29Sa8 food set trap track rats backyard box 3 tin can food open into box
2025.03.29Sa8 Mom cats lean over to pet two white cats mine 905 Liv rm Fam Room Glass dr
2025.03.29Sa8 As I wander from my living room towards the back door, I looked to see one and then two of my cats resting snuggled in some boxes, clothing, bedding, comfy spaces between the living room window and the rear sliding glass door, so I reach in softly quietly slowly to Pet, big brother as I see, he’s just opening an eye from sleeping and then I see the cat little brother behind him so after a few strokes and big brother, I’m going to reach over a little further and Pet him
Transition
No, possibly we’re just outside in this becomes the burning man scene is the burning man, fire extinguisher, or footstool podium box while the burning man presenter is speaking to the crowd at what could be a street fair or introductory event but then I point out they left the podium on the sidewalk and it’s blocking people who are tripping over it
Transition
This might become the dream where I am lodging in my car in the alley covertly but then a huge crowd of Asian kids 50 or 100 looking like a school tour crosses the street about to enter my alley but as they funnel into the sidewalk area, a motorcycle cop, who I see is escorting the parade tour Bumps into a woman on the sidewalk who is and then this creates a scene stopping everything and I wonder
If they want or need a witness or not, and I hesitate ambivalently to interject myself, or announce that I even saw it, because I was trying to remain covert in my car
IRL Miata, bolt cutters, Thursday, 3.27 8 PM
I was trying to place some food and backyard for a rat trap so the guy help me open three cans of food to place in the box. Then I pointed out there was no trap and he said that’s OK. This is just a bait them or to get them accustomed to coming on a future date we could trap then I noticed he had taken six or eight frozen bottles of his own families, water with floral essence, juice to defrost in a pool of water.
Transition this transition to me, noticing that in the house they were rustling about I was up a staircase looking
This became Dan KOTKE house on Webster and I was wondering what was going on inside a lot of people were about in different spaces and I was checking out one staircase or one showroom at a time
It seems as was setting up to be a party, but also a kind of show as if they were renting rooms so rooms were all open for exhibit to see spaces for possible renters
Upstairs, one room was small and depressing in sunny and lit in another way not really white room, empty maybe one space for people to lay down or entertain each other for the evening as if sexually yet there was cat hair everywhere so it seemed not clean
Transition then because I guess these are my two white cats or these white cats I was petting coming up the first staircase had been around the whole house
As I went down the wooden staircase into a basement room, one of the last run of staircase, had a wooden dowel rotated with chalk hands as I looked into the room and saw young Asian man who was or prep for party. Also big empty space I ascended back up the staircase wooden to other rooms
Another top floor room to be another room, and I heard voices and one girl who was laying down prone alone. I observed other couples male on top were giving back rub massage shoulder back to prone women. All young 20s men and women, single female, laying prone closer to me none of them seeing me.
She met a guy named Clint, but he didn’t want to give her a massage
So all at the same time I saw there was a couples massage segment of the evening, starting with one loan, attractive, female, but I was simply observing hidden from the stairway and did not want to interject myself per chance I might be
Persona non grata
Then, as I descended the staircase again
2025.03.28F10
cat food wet and flooded in same room
These cats were as if one was older, brother, Alpha angel standing neck, deep in water, likely little brother was there too and or there may have been several cats
IRL angel Alpha, big Brother, love to shower with me although the drain was always open so only his feet would get wet. This was true the second and third months he lived with me from day one he loved him, swap his water out of the bowl, so I put bowls in the shallow cardboard boxes with newspapertowels, sheets or bedding absorbent
2025.03.28F10 wet cats shoulder deep bathtub bathroom flooded I awake or arrive at my house bathroom or main cat room feeding or playroom
Find cats standing shoulder, deep and water, deep enough to still be standing on the floor, yet awkwardly close to danger of drowning cats were not appearing to be upset, disturbed, bothered, or complaining yet WTF also, at same time cats were sort of in a room or carpeted area and or there were some cat houses around and I felt or spoke to somebody that we had space for our cats
Cat food was hard to get to. I had left 2 pounds of ground beef. It was lumped as if from the Styrofoam package perhaps it was half brown from being aged cats weren’t really getting out very well plus a second lump, another pound or two of cat food food. The cats were tearing at to get through the paper packaging on the outside and has successfully gotten into a sum of it.
cat food wet and flooded in same room
2025.03.28F3
2025.03.28F3
Bolt Cutters silver Miata convertible black rollbar
2025.03.26th 20:11 20:20 cut coworker lock <5 five minute response three SUV marked cruisers
2025.03.26th20 Brisbanenero Seriously you need to slow down You're sending so many emails if there is anything of value, I will miss it.
Lockout Fetlife 1 day antisemitism after Timeout 2hr 2nd notice guidelines
Chinook CH47F North from to San Rafael
16:00 Stockton Salinas
Blackhawk UH60 South San Carlos Morgan Hill
JF lawyer email Storage 2 years 68K left /75
Wed TempSuspend Nextdoor 14 day until April 9 2025 After
Wed TempSuspend Nextdoor 2025 posting politics outside of local area
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2025.03.26th6 stack of 100s Ben Franklins .5 m tall sideways on desk bed corner Befroom bundled in Red Santa stocking pillow case to carry out
2025.03.26th6 this stack of money on the bed desk as I we bundled it and gathered it up into one pile which was a foot and a half long or half or half meter laying on its side as I tried to bundle it up even using one or more of the hundred dollar bills to keep it wrapped then to walk out with it out of the house out to the front yard outside I saw a pillowcase red Santa Claus stocking, so I grab that to slip the load of bills into it. The whole time I would be able to walk out with it being him, he, they would be willing to keep the other part of the settlement which was a check? In other words, I was hoping that them by letting me wrap this stack were of the agreement that I be keeping it and trying to figure out the whole time without saying as much or being nonverbal, if this was their agreement, such that by me doing this, they were agreeing they were going to part with the money
Unsure what this was for or what it was for example, could it be for a house or something and then I think there were three of them not sure if they were three of us the logical place to have been doing this would’ve been on my wooden desk near the waterbed in my corner bedroomalthough this was also kind of on top of the waterbed, which was sort of in the space which would’ve been the desk
2025.03.26thA MINIFRIDGE side-by-side vintage retro 50s model then I saw on display at the store second head vintage antique store half dozen at these models although the cheapest was $680 I was upset about inflation
77’TF
2025.03.25T4
75’MF
2025.03.24M4
75’MF
2025.03.24M4 Chain Belt Climbing harness
72’SuF
2025.03.24M4 Chain Belt Climbing harness
A top of hell I strapped myself in so I could hold on in case I tilted upside down. I wouldn’t fall out as I attached myself to some number of heavy, towing chains, attached to a telephone pole, a top of hill, as I was about to watch something at a camp out or festival or a weekend event
Heavy chains a dozen send it from a top telephone pole plus to strap myself in it was as if I was putting on my leather belt with metal belt loop fastener plus
More of the options for suspension were metal spiral coils as if a plumbing snake then 12 of these metal coils had receptacles and a delta triangle socket reception plate on my pelvis part of this harness belt and I could plug each of 12 metal snake coils into my triangle belt, so I did plug in one to start Then later I noticed if I press the button on the triangle metal area it would release the coil with a gunpowder charge so I was embarrassed that I detonated ignited blew out one of the charges and I felt to ask for replacement gun powder charge primer as I had accidentallydischarged one, so I thought about what I’d say that maybe by belt buckle accidentally discharge the gunpowder
2025.03.23Su9
2025.03.23Su9 Jen House Flowers Cats
2025.03.23Su9 Jen House cutchopFlowers Cats
Starts at Jen‘s house where all in the living room pile of people on the floor maybe cuddling maybe just sitting close proximity, sexy young ladies the usual next I’m in a different room have the usual MANY bouquets of flowers. I brought to the party, so I’m holding one bouquet and asking if anyone has a butchers knife for a cleaver And could be several of us are looking around for such then I see a cleaver rested on the side of the counter by the wall so I grabbed that and I say here’s a cleaver and I hand my phone to somebody to hold that weird, unusual and unsafe last I saw that. so then we walk outside maybe two or three of us and I start looking through the glass door we walk for it and I say I’m looking for a piece of wood or a 2 x 4 or something to chop them on maybe a tree stump so I look around walk around the yard and I see a half tree stump sticking out of the ground so I kneel down by that and get ready to cut and I look at the first bunch of flowers in my hand it instead of being a bunch of flowers it’s a single stock of PALMPRAWN and then, instead of being a stock to cut it is the tree in other words in an MC Escher regression art way the flower I held in my left hand, became a stock that became what was supposed to be the stump, so I looked for a place to cut the stem I realized, and somebody said at the same time after I said I wasn’t gonna cut it had already been cut for years then as I looked over the edge of the property down to steep bulkhead drop, I thought I saw a squirrel coming out of a cave between firewood or other bulkhead openings maybe a meerkat maybe also a lot maybe a sugar glider maybe some kind of small mammal until I realized by looking at one of them the 12 critters that it was a domestic house, cat beige white
That all 12 cats were a family or litter or society living together in under down within an amongst this subterranean wood, pile cave nest emerging
IRL yesterday and a photograph of five kittens at the last photo on Michael ON multi photograph SAIL drone report USS 2006 Panama Substack
2025.03.23Su9 in kitchen while we’re looking for the cleaver one of the young women said something about Jens then, in a moment later, when I found the knife, I mentioned Jen‘s house describing our previous scene altogether on the floor
2025.03.23Su9 meta phone or tablet to draw
2025.03.23Su9 paper, drawing diagram, rear wheel drive differential of car or vehicle
2025.03.23Su3 Is
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2025.03.20Th6
2025.03.20Th6 gold Dodge caravan heavy over stuffed with junk too heavy on freeway so we lost half the weight of our car by ditching that lower half body which was on top of our car in the driveway but we were still too heavy. Now we are a gold Dodge caravan speeding, too fast on a freeway elevated smashed sideways into concrete guard rail and flipped off the freeway now for a few seconds my eyes are closed as I don’t want to see what’s gonna happen as we crash we are hurling through the air and there’s a softness I guess we’re crashing into tall heights of a redwood tree which might cushion the crash somewhat and that’s the dream and
IRL my Mazda tribute 2005 from Ray is overloaded, heavy with junk, canned food and boxes of food bottles, old sheets, new secondhand clothing, which I never wore but rats soiled my car is too heavy to move even if it did run
IRL motor leaking oil dying constantly going into limp mode after five minutes of warming up sputtering fouled, spark plugs poor recognition blowing smoke out the exhaust embarrassingly every year. I drove it from 2022 through May June, July 2 023 Weather Freeway city, El Camino, Alma limp mode was a tendency although that might’ve gotten better later or been less prevalent of a problem when I was simply driving El Camino from hotels to MSP
IRL right tire went flat rugger rubber horribly cracked can’t hold her now
IRL died after sitting solar panel dashboard charger in adequate when sun move south below equator, and shaded by dashboard fall 2023
2025.03.20Th6 66mustang69 2x car too heavy so we left the top half which was the shell of one old model, one or model three in a driveway, perpendicular adjacent to sidewalk blocking a house which could be an Eichler or desert garden house as in Palo Alto just the lower half of the body as a shell with chassis not even rolling then we continued on
2025.03.19W8
3258 Stake Truck little model quiet beep muffle
2025.03.19W8 so I gathered up the first acrylic display case and stacked a second on top of it, trying to figure out how I would wheel these little carts out. Fortunately, they had the tiniest little rolling wheels or bearings on bottom, so I tried to roll them out while I looked to see if I could grab any of the six O’Jays Kid could grab the first of six in the center of the street which is the most full than I still was trying to choose between the other of the half dozen which were not all full so I had to prioritize or triage, which of the six I wanted to grab in addition to my two Lexan, rolling display cases from the center of the minimart 7-Eleven convenience store Quik Mart when I gathered the first acrylic display with Ghirardelli chocolates, red green. The storekeeper was seeing me through a window as if he was still in the store. Of course, this was all in the center of Mission Street And he didn’t really care. I guess the stuff had all been spilled or earthquake or looted or robbed or whatever whatever
SF mission 13th 14th
Although when I first came up on the scene is it as if I thought a truck had lost its load in the street of grocery delivery contents would be typical of what I could find any given day in a dumpster
2025.03.19W8 SF street scenes fill as mission between 13th and 14th St., 6/2 gallon plastic bottles of orange juice of variant fill levels also separated between pulp and clear laying on street among tons of other garbage. I had missed one of the half gallon bottles it was out front Center then I looked at some intense plexiglass display cases several layers 2’ x 2’ x 1.5’ center was gel chocolate squares in red and green rows might’ve been plastic trinkets and junk
IRL MSPA ST PATRICK’S DAY BEATS GREEN CHARMS AND TRINKETS +2ND FLAT BOX OF I LOVE YOU AND RED HEART PLASTIC WINDOW STICKERS
IRL I had described the street Parking scene to mistress vixen as she regards, Bernal equinox party, Parking, how to fuck fuck
2025.03.19W8 center Heidi’s house, bicycle then three and five or six kids used ex expensive mountain bikes, then noticed San Francisco St. scenes spill
2025.03.19W8 Heidi house seven gates from Northeast to her scooters in vertical storage conveyor belt garage
2025.03.19W8 similar room, I laptop porn photocopy machine look at images people left male and female on photocopier while Brian lays on bed if I move laptop, MacBook computer cable it disturbs his sleep a little bit
2025.03.19W8 I kneeled in 2 knees room sat my R hand rest her near breasts I was content and happy to be in this room with maybe 30 people they have been a teaching or class similar to SFRE anything it was a quiet moment there was no teacher or lecture. We were all just there yet as I kneeled on both knees, my right hand behind me fell at her front near her breasts, we were all perhaps loosely clothed could even be a yoga class or demo that was all but this quickly transferred to the laptop, photocopier workplace imagery where I was viewing images I guess on a display or a laptop the different office workers had put their torso, naked or other body parts both male and female peeps but as I watched this series, it became me and my laptop. Then I adjusted my MacBook Pro because the cord was pulled tight other people that if I shifted it it might upset Brian as a perhaps trying to sleep on the bed.
Then this changed somewhat to me getting up and trying to scope out the house. Maybe I was looking for a snack in the kitchen of a half a drink and I found maybe some Matcha or green tea and a glass.
Likely soon I came to be walking out in front of what would be Heidi‘s house although I was walking back from Safeway in front of 855 and I knew Heidi had just been burglarized so it was no surprise to me that she had a new steel, modern horizontally, wired black steel framed fence in front of our whole house Flush with horizontal wooden slats of what would be the exterior house wall and this went on the entirety of her lot on front edge of house or property
As I observed this brand new façade, it occurred to me. This was in response to her being burglarized, and I started counting the gates one through seven stretching from north east corner, alternating between black wire, modern architectural, digest fence and wood slats of different garage and closet shed structures Come to her house where I observed in her garage was actual vertically rotisserie rodent storage I could see through the garage door windows and one was a scooter or maybe three were Vespa and I guess the kids as I was looking I saw a bike, stored out front in a staircase or stairway, then three and then, as I kept walking West I saw fourth and fifth maybe a sixth bike I was noticing they were really nice mountain bikes or single speed mountain bike frame type newer, expensive bikes, and then on the six fights I noticed a kid and I simply kept walking. This is when my attention turned to the right end of the street scene, which was as if they’ve been an accident or a truck overturned filled and dumped all of its load For me to see half gallon plastic, orange juice, bottles, then the chocolate skip to that paragraph
2025.03.18T 9am BLUE 2” Memory Foam
2025.03.18T 9am trashed all rear window insulation feet cold throughout night night not too bad, yet kept shifting and readjusting the keep sleeping bag covering feet.
Rat damage Mazda, jackstand stage nest
ZOE 2” MEMORY FOAM GIFT TUEAM stuffedcar
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ZOE 2” MEMORY FOAM GIFT TUEAM stuffedcar
Dispose black gym mat tear into 3 boxnortheast
ZOE 2” MEMORY FOAM GIFT TUEAM stuffedcar
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2025.03.18T 1am I 1/2 dived into dumpster to grab memes and I 1/2 saw myself as another or out of my self body as another person encountering myself wondering what I was doing and I half might’ve been topless or just a person stranger asking
IRL at 6‘,4“tall launching my waist hips up on brim of Safeway food dumpster balance half diving means I am free to reach into much if not most of the contents of any dumpster this way only downside is it often rips up shirts due to small steel KNURS on edge of dumpster, which I almost never pre-check yet have lost scores of shirts. This way little tiny tear holes grow through subsequent wash and daily wearing cycles until shirts are visibly HOLED in front to later become work shirts and then rags.
IRL so there we go again I’m tall so I’m able to dumpster dive and this is a crutch allowing me to seek refuge in this gray space for 2 1/2 years as this new homeless dumpster. Life is better than the hell I was in for six months in J 80° torture, 90° hundred degree roomsleep to pray for six months ruined me
2025.03.17M 7am she was young attractive, late 20s? Stood through gap of Phillips Brook fence towards playground as I walked AV after rat poison tire sequence.
He the landlord, probably like Jimmy LIEBAND irresponsible bad tenant left Poison when he left for a week from the house to keep the rats from crawling into his chief Cherokee SUV while he was away for a week, so I looked to see where the rep Poison was, that I discovered it upon his Tire as a box shaped like DEFCON wrap Poison but instead of blue green sawdust pellets, it was a box vertically with a cup of white powder, spilling out onto the tire, half and box half on tire white powder like powdered sugar, white flour left on top of the tire and I was upset to see he left that outthen I became walking north on Avenue to meet woman
2025.03.17M 7am AC terminal circuit boxes, vertical MANY mounted on outside wall troubleshoot
Sandbox pond, Lake, pool, toy, play area, drained pump broken I raise the alarm I said, so suspected sock or towel might be clogging pump
2025.03.17M 7am pools kids lifeguard
2025.03.17M 7am pergola canopy colorful
2025.03.17M 7am My pool became empty. Now we’re back to sandbox, so I raise my arm and yelled to the other lifeguards. The pool is empty. I wanted us to check to see if the pump was clogged with the sock washcloth or towel. I got out somebody had a screwdriver so a second and third person were saying don’t touch cause I was wet out of the pool the person with the screwdriver for the fuse box or black river, insulated gloves, they were able to attempt to unscrew a stud to open the access panel fuse box and we looked at that but these were all electrical fuse boxes. We weren’t seeing any pumps yet then I looked at the next panel assembly in the next wall.
Then
I looked up above the fuse box and saw coax cables coming out and then I follow those up the very tall lamp post over us, and I saw there was a 5G LED street light massive assembly, maybe UL and all kinds of crazy spyware coming out of the plexiglass dome 2‘ x 1‘ clear Case covering over all these electronic components and so I said to him that’s weird to have over a recreational pool area
This could be for high school students or unknown summer camp who knows but this is different than before where it was more like I guess grade school or something
End of dream
2025.03.17M 7am sandbox boat toy play pools became actual waiting pools maybe before adjacent and I was on lifeguard duty so I waited in the pool and tried to keep a 360° view of all the kids so I could be aware of any kid had a drowning problem or had head underwater. This was difficult although I guess there were four pools and there might’ve been four different lifeguards on duty.
She and I walked south up by top of hill, where eucalyptus Grove of Loma stood large, tall, two-story metal pole frame for colorful, gentle rice, paper or colorful, streamer, rainbow, pastel art frill hung from black steel metal pole canopy structure, providing safe, space or place space or nature interpretive recreation area for kids as we walked by this area among the trees in this there became a sandbox or place space or kids could play with boats or make believe, pretend in water. Then I started to construct that area and down pat down, tamp down or pound down the sound sand to make a depression in the water,
If a girl and her friends came over, I was going to show her how she could press down the sand between the empty shallow depression of water, which could be a sandbox play area and the next pool of water, so she can make a river through which would pour water into the Philippe the new depression pond Maybe 4 foot wide then they can play with boats between the ponds and I guess I was showing the girl that or it’s like the girl with her other friends the boats could use this canal to float between the two ponds or four ponds
IRL perhaps this is related to Panama and Suez Canal as current affairs of yesterday?. Odd
Amongst this canopy structure could be like an easy up or caravan car shade then could be carpets on bottom and half dozen sitting pillows like couch cushions with red upholstery kids could arrange as they want and sit on. I saw how we could put them against two walls and 90° of this caravan carport, so the kids could play
2025.03.17M 7am she stood through fence of Philips Brooks as I walked North on Avy Ave I saw a break in fence so I walked through to talk to her.
2025.03.17M 7am tenant left rat poison white powdered on top of 1 tire of his Jeep Cherokee parked in dirt by persimmon tree NE corner Q
2025.03.16Su 7am Sun
She hiked fast walked on trail path I scrambled up hell over pass thought I might catch up with her on the other side not sure. As we started to hike, I was just meeting her in a way interested in her yet not wanting to crowd her or invade her space realized that her hiking pace was a mix of fast walking in casual. She would mix up her speed so if I just walk swiftly, our timing might, equal lies equalize then as the dream shifted, it occurred to me to scramble up the rock face on all fours, and then I might come down the other side and catch her on the path at the same time. This dream bifurcated the several directions as I thought about going up the hill, I envisioned or saw a little boy with brown hair probably me at five years old or such he was not hiking and not willing
On the one hand, he stayed by the roadside while we hiked. The redwood tree was vertical or horizontal, and he could play there and hang out at another point he stood in a depression, or a pit, such that his head was below the surface of the Earth, and he could not be seen, this as I visualized traveling far away downhill from that place through the valleys
Further vision, climbing downwards, around the escarpment of rocks
As I traveled left and down, I came across an old 1950s refrigerator or bookshelf China cabinet refrigerator. I guess open door or door contains scores or dozens of large white China oval deep dish, serving tray platters the fridge block my climbing downward spiral descent I dislodged the fridge, and it fell down the cliff shattering these, beautiful antique China and then as I climbed, I somehow came across a kitchen or campers, hikers, climber or hostile hostelers could make food out of another fridge onto the kitchen island table. We pulled a flat pack of beef jerky or dehydrated steak rectangle box maybe 8” x 10” by 1/3 of an inch thick this other backer pulled a dozen eggs out of his backpack
I thought it was wrong to destroy that refrigerator with all the China in it
Alternately, with such supply of dishes, backpackers could easily bring eggs or butter or cooking stuff in their backpack to utilize these houses. This might be the end of the dream here, but the dream split up in so many ways I’ll try to cover the other are
7 AM when I met her, she was blonde on the like Eden or another blonde hair woman
IRL. Yesterday I was thinking about the blonde introduced to me at my party by high school friends of my house, who was an English actor at gun high school Palo Alto.
So in the dream, I was just meeting her and getting a lay of the land, unsure of how to gauge her interest in me that is when I realized if I just walked swiftly, I might equalize her pace of phonetic stop and go speed also as I looked around
I pointed up to a beautiful mountain peak of whitish, sandstone, yellowish reddish rock, said it would be fun to climb, but rather than going up, I went kind of down to the refrigerator, China storage cabinet sequence
The boy, who was sad and staying by the trail, was one of two kids I don’t know who the other was I’m guessing, if anything
IRL this has something to do with Tom being a stubborn brat, control, freak, iron Butte, or whatever the name of lava Butte was in Arizona somewhat near meteor crater when we were walking up in Tom spoiled brat after my mom said I had to look after him and stay with him Said he wanted to go halfway up and then come back down just to impose his will on me and make me accompany him
This upsets me greatly that he would power trip and take advantage of me and make me walk back-and-forth because my mom said I had to stick with him, set up a dynamic early in life, which seems to have somehow manifested a half century
These streams are too long, and it’s going to be impossible to navigate these paragraphs and pages in the future. I need better indexing artwork, Ewels pictures, or images to tabulate index bookmark.
Sat
2025.03.15Sa7am
2025.03.15Sa7am Three paragraphs assemble again on Notes so once again in my dreams and dreaming about recalling three dreams and assembling three paragraphs in notes to log my dreams
Buildings
2025.03.15Sa7am Ocean trench as I walked with my two yellow coil rolls
People were digging a big trench it would let the ocean water through similar to that video on x.com Twitter, where the surfer guys in Southern California release a block, beach sand, pent-up river into the ocean
People are burning man could then jump into this trench of water, which was not moving so much at the time river to ocean, but rather ocean coming into our newly dug trench the Earth and soil back out with it, us a lagoon splinter or reservoir, lake, swimming pool
2025.03.15Sa7am Two rolls, yellow nylon webbing, flat coil, burning man, debris pile after windstorm, adopt then carry beach water, ocean, deep trench, rainwater, erosion forms, swimming channel to see plus rock, climbing, high cliff, precarious perilous perch. I stop at High Point 50 or 100 feet up realizing it would be deadly to continue on this rounded sandstone with wet, green moss algae Josie type woman short hair climbs up to my position wants to join me to go further. I explain we cannot. It’s not safe.
IRL Josie SOMA BM party park car + take home to Liberty or same alley as Sue Laur
IRL yesterday videos in Texas of 70 mph winds, hurricane tornado devastating freeway buildings vehicles, pile up highway crashes video was man storming in the wind, standing 2 was Freeway pile up horrible multi car, high windstorm 20 car pile up highway crash video, three airplane flying adjacent to newly formed land, spout, tornado video for was view of building debris damage, pink insulation scattered by drone or helicopter video.
Fri
2025.03.14F 9am video games, arcades Pier 39 fisherman’s wharf walk around San Francisco waterfront dock pier gap I was older, trying to fit in with the young kids
2025.03.14F 9am blue lingerie likes to be fingered sat up high on riser, furniture platform.
She said so so I looked she had generous brunette hair almost 80s she wore lots of layers of fancy blue lingerie. I saw her panties and could almost see her lips. I climbed up to sit next to her, yet awkwardly on her right first, I sat aside her, maybe with an arm around her left, but I was awkward. Then the second position I tried to take I tried to squeeze between the wall and her body, and lay aside And a top her right side, almost as if spooning, but I was still with my back against the wall. Her back was against the wall so I tried to have my back against the wall over her and squeeze between her and the wall it just wasn’t working out. There was no space for me. I was awkward I didn’t fit.
Because I felt a fool, as I had botched my intimacy with her failing to even lay with her in any graceful way I gave up and aborted climbed back down
As I climbed back down, there was a young Asian man tall 20s judgmental love me I tried to skulk out of that place seems I then walked around what would be Pier 39 video game arcades waterfront docs pier
IRL SuperSue73 gave me eye code to
Slip into her bed to her right as she settled down to bed yet I miserably failed this opportunity as one of the most painful kick myself in the butt lessons of my life, in terms of regret
After pot, beer and slow dancing in kitchen, she said I have to get up early in the morning as she proceeded to her bed. In hindsight, this was an invitation I missed. Very little almost no conversation we had entered her house. I’ve seen her parquet floor tiles. She gave me a beer gave me pot, attempted to slow down with me in the kitchen, then words that she had to get up in the morning. Then she crawled in her bed. This was massive green light sequence as confirmed by her eye code For me to enter her bed on the right I so much hate myself for missing these cues
Failing to her eye in that moment, awkwardly covered above her left side of her bed, and hugged her body, quasi perpendicularly, and held still motionless as I did not know what to do yet I was a tinge of stoned as she offered me the pot and a beer, which we had not drunk as we went straight to Still dancing in the kitchen, which I awkwardly did not know what to do but sway and move slightly. This was another opportunity.
As I was hugging her, holding her incredibly awkwardly, I did not know what to do so she could absolutely read through my breath and my body language that I was scared or concerned or unsure what to do I failed miserably. It was later after I left that I realized she had cast her eyes to the right in code to suggested me, I enter her bed
This would be among, and perhaps the first time I ever realized women would give code to a man to direct him into bed
Painful lesson of regret
IRL was crafty enough to glue master her own parquet tiles flooring in her studio apartment basement of a Victorian just east of Steiner Park just north of Dubose triangle to blocks south of heat at Fillmore
IRL attractive, blonde with huge breasts. I gave shoulder rub neck and back massage at potluck on Shotwell and 21st. She was one of three women. I offered a ride home too where two of them could have been so much more.
Dara I did go to her flat and definitely missed opportunities there instead of offering her a massage or anything at her house I took or had taken her over to flower shop to show her the warehouse and that was a horrible mismatch as she was a high class woman not really fitting into a punk bohemian artist rave, DJ source warehouse of lower socioeconomic class
DARA had huge bosom, although brunette compared to Sue, blonde or dirty blonde SF
#3 woman I gave a ride home from nudes potluck. Vanessa was dating Jean Francois, so I did not approach, but gave her a Bassnectar CD as I dropped her off in Street area middle maybe more Castro
#4 Carolyn, SCOV Hendron, a pictogram info, graphic of people and how she knew them at the potluck. I gave her a ride home too perhaps upper Dolores Park or lower Castro Valley
Carolyn, with wild eyes, the way she suede and moved her body poolside at Isis oasis hooked me as she had done before
2025.03.14F early before 9am Spring water, pool, underground earth side, yard sandbox backyard, trees, clear cut before after house sold realtor
Trench Doug, two or 3 feet deep between master bathroom and fence would slowly gradually fill with water of unknown source, whether earth and spring, or simply excess irrigation water from neighbor, uphill at Cal Jones house in dream, I was curious of source as such
I walked around the backyard to see all of the trees have been cut, was just dirt and grass. One exception was a skinny pole of a tree at a 45° angle leaning over from the center of the backyard. Eastward form was less than 6 inches of base Average 5 inches Center maybe 4 inches on top 30 foot tall although it was just a lodgepole it was supposed to be an oak or a DR cedar. Maybe Atlas cedar that I had planted which had uprooted visibly the western roots were 4 inch diameter, 3 feet long and cut off abruptly Correlating to the 45° leaning angle as
As
I looked around I could see though there were no other trees at all. There was one tiny redwood seedling growing on the south east corner which I had planted it was may be a quarter inch not even a half inch diameter, though it was six or 7 feet tall with leaves it stood not 1 foot from the corner of the fence where
IRL Southeast Redwood stood and stands today
I stood closer to the house by the living room window as I looked south to take in the entirety of the backyard, with zero trees, almost which has never happened before never could want to see the entirety of the backyard to actually gaze and take the form and geography now Just dirt with a layer of grass on the plot, gentle gradual slope all the way to the fences
IRL Maya wanted photographs to show the whole backyard form and space so I held her hand as I walked her up the steep incline towards the backyard south east corner Redwood, so she could photograph from on top
Thu
2025.03.13Th8am no recall 3 paragraph 1 line
2025.03.12W 10am sub dream maybe in that four-story house building before all of the below sequences. I was looking at the caulk above the bathtub by the tile wall, and it had huge holes in it, but before that I was using the handheld shower nozzle to spray off some of the grime dirt mildew from the tile face, and I did this on the whole tile face, trying not to get the paint. The Weber is a little little bit of my water spray was hitting the paint. I worry about water damage behind the tile so I was gonna leave whatever dirt and grime was on the painted section of the pile alone what else could I do?
Then
As I washed this muck down the tile face, I observed the seam of white CAULK between the bathtub and the tile wall had huge holes in it so water was just gushing through behind the tub SIL. I turned the water off I went downstairs wondering whether to report this or not to somebody.
Not sure where this sub routine was within the other dreams I’ve listed below. It does seem earlier or the start or the beginning before all of these others.
IRL this might have something to do with J shower stall in the master bedroom way endured torture in for six months March through October 2022. I did have to pull all of his hair out of the drain. I did bleach the stall a bit. I did spill water on the rug moving tapwater from the bathtub in to the shower as I attempted to fill up my Berkey water filter. The reason I had bins of water in the bathtub I forget.
It seems I am putting this torture so far behind me by running away from it and ignoring it it seems I just cannot deal
Not sure if I was moving bins of warm water from the shower flow to the bathtub for what purpose? Was it to prevent the gurgle of water down the drain which might wake up at whatever hour? Was it reservoirs of water the cats could drink and play with possibly, or was it simply to have standing water to pre-wash and then rinse my bedsheets as I had no washing machine I was tortured I told my lawyers and they didn’t do anything. I was so deserved both of these lawyers should be disbarred.
Was not served
2025.03.12W 10am bank manager guy was young in his 20s short dark hair not even a half inch long on top his head white guy just some stranger guy I guess wearing a dress shirt and slacks and dress for being a bank employee or manager accounts loans deposits, maybe even red tie so I told him you said 85 or I told him you said I get it all back and when he said 35 I said you said 135 so he was gaslighting me lying to me
2025.03.12W 10am bank manager said I would get the $85 back but I only got maybe 35 back
He said 135, but then he said 35 I was upset so I tried to get it back from him but this was difficult then somehow he was in a tall building in San Francisco Leca, commercial residential building or apartment complex condo. Maybe there were four floors worked here for kinky salon, so as I try to get the money back, I saw he was holding money for other people to like workers or performers or actresses or theater people. I
Likely contortionist or circus performers
found he had a binder full of a binder full of a whole stash of money, including like bundles of cash maybe 10 different people in the stack was almost to Paul so that could’ve been 1000 bills. There was also a binder but it was just junk like little pog or trinkets or little Cheerios I want to get out of the building cops were coming I hidden one room I tried to see if I could get out the bathroom window.
2025.03.11T 7am right there hard to fetch odd couple Felix Unger, Oscar, cat apartment, ride, car or bus
2025.03.10M8am Cat, beta star little brother, I found him he had a gaping wound on his side, flank matted, wet fur, covered with plasma maybe blood I picked them up in my hand to try to care for him. This wound matched what I’ve seen in a photograph of him being injured is what I believed in the dream.
Delayed recall 2 PM whereas previous paragraphs I wrote in the 8 AM hour. Suspect this dream might’ve been earlier this morning.
2025.03.10M8am bottleneck, gridlock, humans, trapped, and exhibit no way to move anywhere not enough space for two people to pass. I conceived if there there were a turnstile or even one box or display in the middle so that people could pass on the right and the left then there could be two flows of direction in this problem would be solved.
2025.03.10M festival whole life started. It was an exhibition hall had booths within on one of the Center booth isles the space between crowded with people who couldn’t move the cluster FECK bottleneck between boxes a person was clogging the flow.
Another guy was speaking didn’t know what it was about
I found a seat, so I sat was the only seat on the weight easel paper chart she said a
A new two dollar California tax breakdown $.50 $.80 all the different things they were six or eight elements, and it added up to two dollars for this new tax
30 or 40 people in this little nook tried to hear Anne expressed their concerns. This event ended as I walked out of this little cluster FEC. I walked over to another part of the building.
Stacey Adams was speaking on recording the exhibitors close to me couldn’t tell where was coming from. I looked left on the wall to the huge foot by 30 foot poster banner on the wall which was from that company so I recognize this was one of the older old-school vendors on the left and Stacey Adams then voice was coming from behind the wall or under the floor stage riser speaking about something could be psychic or a Kaushik records or subconscious exhibit display items about the stage people gathered they even saw naked woman I was intrigued she had her body far enough away. I couldn’t see much details, and another woman maybe naked or topless, is closer to me, whose body had More tummy fat at first thought less attractive
2025.03.10M Her shower carrot juice on white tile floor leaking. I said look, I tried to figure out whether it was Cara or paint. She was less caring or less understanding of what was happening, but I was trying to find out where the carrot juice was coming from.
2025.03.09Su7a glass cake dish protector
2025.03.09Su7a Park my white mini van N garage little bit unsure whether that’ll be OK or if Citi will be upset also issues of branches hitting roof of van
2025.03.08Sa5 JTH JVH BOOKS GARAGE YARD Sheepskin, rugs, Jason Sinclair, Matt Simms, Tom MOORE plastic. Roll my forearms ask or tell mom about JTH JVH.
IRL is this my brain trying to figure out how to tell Jamie San Anselmo all the abuse that happened to me?
2025.03.08Sa5 Matt Sims, or Jason Sinclair, Marte‘s boyfriend, or another guy even who worked for J VH maybe Tom or maybe another guy was laying their skin rugs down on ground driveway, northern edge on southern edge of Fania at north and north Northeast in preparation for wash them, so I said wait a minute are those are you using? We don’t want heavy detergent soap in our freezer and I saw Argentina Ivy all over the place and he said oh I’m just cleaning these for ex animal shelter something or they’re gonna be for animal bed and I said I realize he was ignoring my question or concern
So I repeated we can’t have soap in the bushes and kill the soil. He was dismissive of me and I was starting to realize the sheep skin type bars, skin size natural skins that were full of oil and dander? I guess it was animal stuff on them maybe they’ve been used to animal bed somewhere elseso I was sort of intercepting him while he was offering them
2025.03.08Sa5 JTH JVH J was at our house living there I guess and I was fed up with him and just about to tell my mom I’ve had enough and I was gonna chain him up at the neck with either heavy chains that I had hanging in the garage or even with the ball and chain prop. I had after high school that I picked up at Danza college gag bowling ball with three chains and three collars with men’s names attached prop that I brought out in my mom’s master bedroom that I showed to Ben he asked about using I showed them to Dan also, in fact he might’ve been in one of my parties weird briefly momentarily although I never had the grace in those years to introduce them to my other friends perhaps although he did end up with both and Julie, J Prospect, so he did meet a lot of women and I wrote Dan’s phone number Santa Barbara on Chris Z‘s blue denim Levi’s pants crotch fabric layer over her buttons of her jeans and she liked it although I didn’t know what the time that she didn’t want Dan she wanted me. This is why she was allowing me to use a permanent sharpie marker in her right dance phone number on her blue jeans over her crotch at a party I was so gifted and so dumb and so celibate abstinent, I was an anomaly and anachronism and enigma with great powers. I did not fully comprehend as I was abstinent for 10 years.
I held a huge piece of cellophane in my hands then or rolled up plastic, drop off or sheeting bag from a store that I was going to use something and this was in my hands just as I was getting super pissed off at this Jason Sinclair guy who was unloading all these furs from his Vehicle parked in my driveway to prep to hose down and super soap detergent these sheep skins size of bare skin rugs on front yard when
2025.03.08Sa5 plastic roll sheeting in my hands as I was cussing out Jason Sinclair, ships and rugs while trying to figure out how to tell my mom I’ve had enough with J THJVH and I was going to chain him by the neck and duct tape his mouth and say no more where is the gold silver so then this is a combination of current affairs past affairs?
2025.03.08Sa5 Jason Sinclair was trying to appease me he unloaded or spilt many hundred maybe 1000 green berries all over the driveway they had snow on them pour some of my hands I held them. I did not know that they were edible he didn’t tell me the name of them, but he brought them back from Tahoe and he was talking about something and I didn’t know so I threw a bunch in the bushes or discarded and then I realized they were edible and I said apologize to him. Oh, you didn’t say they were edible he still didn’t say what they were.
2025.03.08Sa5 green tree berries, almost looking like juniper berries, but green glossy heart shell in my hand. I had just discarded a bunch looking at the white powder on them. I realize that was ice or snow or frost and that made sense so I assumed he just driven down from Tahoe was almost in the front of the garage towards the garage door and also on the driveway towards the garage door where he was unloading that vehicle he was moving the horizontally, layered stack size or size sheepskin rug from the back of his vehicle may be a hatchback SUV or minivan placing them at a time on the dirt north north east in prep for a wash
JTH
2025.03.08Sa5 J TH JVH was mad at me and admonished me or scorned me just like Scott Douglas did when I tried to get my spoiler back from his house just west of Oregon Expressway Frontage Rd., Greer, but he also felt like Jason Sinclair or Tom MOORE or another guy slightly older than me near my age as I walked around front of the house, contemplating how to tell my mom that I was going to chain them up by the neck duct, tape his mouth and tell him to stop I don’t know if it was molesting me or stealing from me again this is a mix of 13 years old versus 2022 I’m not sure
MOM
IRL this is somewhat complicated as my mother asked me why I was showering with Phil, or if I showered with Phil or if Phil molested me after I was eight years old, and I clammed up and shut my mouth and stop talking about him because I realized she was upset so I never spoke of that again, but the trigger was
PHIL SHOWER
IRL I was casually matter-of-fact replaying relating or speaking of what we done together. Phil and I for the weekend or Saturday as maybe I had often done this time I said, then we showered together and she said what? And then I guess she probably and I this out.
PHIL SHOWER
IRL and then my mom asked if he had sex with me or some such words and I said no because in this conversation from one line where I said we showered together her next sentence immediately probably something like did he touch you there or did he have sex with you or did he something, and then I guess I either said no or I just didn’t say anything else or answer her, and I certainly did not describe any sex that he had with me and his waterbed or at night sleeping and I often wore pajamas at his house. therefore obviously I was sleeping over and I have forgotten about this or blank this out too, or somehow omitted the fact that I had brought my flannel pajamas over to his house and this means then that I would go there on a Saturday taking the train to his house after bus to call Darone apartments by Mountain View train station, and then he would drive me back maybe most times Saturday night but clearly sometime Sunday but I digress
MOM JTH
2025.03.08Sa5 so this dream product of me not sure how to tell my mom that I had just about had enough and I was just about to ask or tell my mom how do I or how should I put a chain around his neck? Should I use this chain steel collar from the flea market in my mind I was thinking duct tape around my mouth so he was obviously gonna complain
JTJRH had just scolded me somehow about complaining about something as I held his plastic role of drop off type of sheeting in my hands with another plastic around it in my elbow, like a forklift as I walked around the garage and these moments of not sure what to do, and this was just the Safeway dream or just before not sure I think Safeway dream was earliest so I’m gonna scroll down down to the bottom
GARAGE BOOKS
2025.03.08Sa5 garage display new books, wooden shelves, 100 vertical propped up after
Someone even said, or announced books were New York Times or no it was publishers, clearing house or something list, and they were just hinting to or eluding to these were second or discontinued or samples or pre-publication, or not for sale because these books were all new yet not quite sellable
NYT
2025.03.08Sa5 garage wooden shelves on bricks or cinderblocks some shelves north wall near window even warped, 90° downward stuck or waited propped by something else to keep curve almost 90° downward vertical concerned for a moment about the bending of the boards but then realize that will be OK cause then you could just stack more stuff behind those boards safely as you stored other stuff, this became the book
2025.03.08Sa5 Safeway dream I was trying to drive in the parking lot as usual from uphill as usual to turn right but cross the sidewalk. There was a speed bump on the sidewalk made out of asphalt no made out of concrete. It was a new speed bump over the sidewalk, shallow with curb, and then in the center it was beveled for cars, so it wasn’t so bad, just as I tried to drive my front wheel over it was I realize the whole parking lot was new asphalt and being constructed with roadwork so as I drive over it east Port Sandhill. They were a construction truck on the right which would’ve been closer to Bank of America, uphill, and the workers I was gonna softly drive around because they were working but at the same time, I saw all the tire ruts and the new asphalt and the new cars were destroying fresh hot steaming asphalt
My dumpster goal was to park close enough to even see north behind Wells Fargo jewelry store, bakery see if I could see the dumpster of Safeway then the next question is if I could even get in, so I was talking to a construction worker at this moment
To whom could also have been a Safeway employee at the south east of the parking lot trying to trying to figure out if I could park my car here while I look north to see if I could see the dumpster but then not even sure how I would even walk in the dumpster without my car to look into the dumpster and see if there was food which would be impossible because there were Safeway employees outside walking around
Dream morph I was walking pedestrian, walkway, nature octagon, and Wells Fargo Northwest words, and looking back, and noticing there was a big steel, 6 inch ring, hanging on the wall with a dozen steel hex wrenches on them for lug nut sizes. These were used by the truckers to adjust their Lugnuts, or, other nuts on their truck when unloading or maintenance, checking inspection station, and every or mini truckers with us as I walked towards the parking lot
SIX ACT VERY REPETITIVE DREAM. THIS BECAME MY USUAL CONCERN ABOUT HOW DO I ACCESS THIS DUMPSTER TODAY AS I HAVE TO WALK INTO OR THROUGH THE SAFEWAY STORE LOADING DOCK OR LOADING BAY OTHERWISE TO GET THE DUMPSTER THEY ALWAYS SEE ME THEY ALWAYS SCREAM AND COMPLAIN. THEY ALWAYS THREATEN ME WITH THE REST OR COPS OR WHATEVER SO.
6 DREAMS Several years now I’ve conceived of how to access this dumpster indoor outdoor quasi without them, bugging me, or seeing me or getting caught, and how I could possibly load up the food and drive away with the food dumped.
2025.03.08Sa5 AHA Connection these books, then stored on North and West walls of garage vertical display bookshelf would then be precisely at or over the same location three days ago or four or five days ago where I dreamed I found my lost cat baby brother little brother star ETA caught the end of his tail in my hand and pulled them out from behind the wooden Covered garage door my dad installed as I said to the woman I was with do you see Angel anywhere his brother, big brother Alpha and then as I held star in my arms looking now we’re a coffee table in the house room other house? I wondered where to put star on couch as we tried to look around to see if Alpha was also back return.
IRL today is March 8 2025 so this is one and a half years after JTH had let star out of the house first week of October 2023, discovered August 13, 2024 that I was 41 weeks late seeing his photograph on next-door in Redwood Oaks Redwood City several blocks east of Va at El Camino
2025.03.07F 9am
2025.03.05W 8am Cat Cake Woman ?
2025.03.05W 8am free food set out by restaurant in San Francisco. I first was up on the sidewalk after closing and noticed a bunch of junk on the sidewalk like I was the only one there and there were tons of furniture and dish rack table plate settings chairs, just restaurant, stuff, industrial, stainless, whatever set out on the sidewalk like they were passing it, OK part one
Somehow I through the shopping center, which was vacant, empty, closed after hours through the restaurant, then to the back door the restaurant, where on the sidewalk in the back alley as would be the case in San Francisco they set out large boxes of food so I investigate and see one is crackers and one is maybe cookies or a little baked sweets Kinda like rice crispy bars are a little puffy bits and I start eating a couple like well. these are great. I’ll take that box although the boxes too heavy because they had set too many pastries, baked goods, and one box, making it bow flex when I picked it up really hard to carry her move and I was thinking I wish they wouldn’t pack them like that on the sidewalk so maybe try to grab one box then maybe I examine the second box of chips or tortilla chips or something
OK so that was the second part of the dream
this is a very delayed recall now at 5:30 PM
This just occurred to me last hour, though I was busy and did not write it down
I also feel there’s more that I’m missing. This is the only segment I can fetch just now.
2025.03.04T10am
2025.03.04T10am Blue Tesla, near me young Chinese couple wanted privacy, but I accidentally hit my window with my hand as I tried to put a towel from my privacy. This startled them they got out of the car went to library for event. I looked at library, saw three sections of cyclone fence, and realized in that dream that the cyclone fence I had in my dream dream was from this prompt. I wondered what event was going in on in the library as I looked at library on my left and cars parked in my right
And another sub sliver version of this dream I looked over to see her position between two front seats, leaning back his position she wore blue, swim cap or head skin
Dark blue Tesla couple turns out it was nighttime so I they could not see if my towel was up or not, but it was too late as they had open doors stood up, put on backpack to go to library
Dark Blue Tesla couple got out organized put on their backpacks. Walked off towards library just as yesterday, IRL.
2025.03.04T10am next, I found myself in the library sitting at a desk looking at free candles in front of me. My family had made when I was a kid three candles one was brown Abraham Lincoln large cylinder with his face imprint on it from the mold plus black ink over these candles had two processes applied to them one was the mold was a black ink as a silk screen detailed pattern also applied in no way matched any of the molds
So these three candles a second shape was a gentle abstract, double form, spire, tall with transform in middle to swap left and right sides of vertical rise picture
I was screaming agony, pain, depression, despair. As I wished I could go back to my childhood and save these candles. My mother had made with us, knowing that she had passed.
2025.03.04T10am library scroll phone Karen staff looks down as he slide s closer over, balcony to spy my phone to see what I’m up to
2025.03.04T10am cat star beta little brother in garage thin emaciated dirty scar? Side of body
I was listing and listing a woman’s help girlfriend, or Luv interest to help me find the cat saying well after I found little brother I asked her if she could see big brother anywhere Alpha angel with my left hand I could almost just reach down start trying to run behind the wooden pantry door on the left or of West side of garage
I just grabbed his tail and was able to pull them out. He was so thin and tiny like his 8 pound start to life when he was 16 eeeks old.
2025.03.04T4am cat Horse Jump off building onto soft bank of da nd dirt with Nick, lanyard paper, signed to announce next act was horse
2025.03.04T10am
I was on top of this hill earlier, ran down construction site. I was alone on top, but when I got down to the bottom, they were lots of construction workers authority white men up the road there would be a parade. I told the woman next to me, the sheriff would be escorting the President and they’d be like the eighth horse back in parade this is when the
Kitchen jumped off roof of building landed on that 45° Sandy Hillside turns out it was a horse started as horse became a kitten, simple paper, placard hanging from necklace, announced the next act as if it were a wrestling match aura theater show, then in my mind, I thought about how the cat could be OK if it was small enough, light enough furry enough to glide through the air and softly on this 45° Hillside of sand across the street from where I construction have been happening
Construction site hilltop I have been poking around looking for? Place to sit or observe these festivities coming up? Not sure as that I had galloped or rushed down the hill the geology or geography of this was almost as if it were the bend coming downhill around the corner of Sutro Heights Parkby Cliff House that shape
IRL horseback dUI Latino, man, bottle, spirits
x.com Twitter video police car, detaining roadside horse rode off cop, Cave, Chase
2025.03.04T4am. Krach boytle 1 gal pinhole leak top spray move from one room, maybe upper patio to out sprayed my head face or another accidentally didn’t know it was bleach at first thought it was water
2025.03.03M
2025.03.02Su 5a Lucias Grange Ryan Dawson book stack or Doc File
Dream2025.03.02Su Cat
IRL Chimera Cat Squirrel Dark Furry Mammal Bushy Tail Sits fence, post posture, compact, like western screech owl, then jump down headfirst could not tell if cat or squirrel
DreamSatMar19a
DreamSatMar15a paragraph Assemble Text Blocks just as here re Millions or Billions if… what? Blocks of Text regarding?
2025.02.28F 6am posters JTH B/W vertical pedo posted for neighbors with 2 or 4 boxes of text in horizontal format stacked vertically letter
IRL only power I have physically last 5 years
2025.02.27Th9am Beloitt sunlight window corner, room, dust IRL pidgeon dander roof JTH
2025.02.27Th9am note to self pose in Apple notes not in window. Even if it just means tapping on Apple notes new
In that way, I can add note to pre-existing note later
Just composing a note is the reason enough messages TOO, often lost in web window
2025.02.27Th4am AAA, penlight cameras, festival, dirt, burning man display several. I’d noticed these being used by one camp set up for a remote then back at Center displays tech guy was trying to coordinate bunch of cameras.
So Tech guy burning man festivals AAA battery sized aluminum little flashlight, looking cameras with clear glass lens at end or buried in dirt remotely? To give a couple video feed views to displays defunct as one or more of these little remote cameras have been tripped, stepped on, or kicked out of ground?tech guy was trying to reassemble or reconnect or re-sample microwave signal feed?
IRL BM 2014 did not even use microwave cameras, microphones ion, triggers, and sensors in anywhere near as much as J TH did on me in 2022
UV LED flashlight, similar shape size of AAA battery, anodized aluminum case triggered my recall that I lost a gross of these in family room, closet or fireplace. Also a gross of multi coin testers from England UK more versatile than Fisher tools. This woke me up upset 4 AM.
IRL PTSD SINCE 5yrs old THEN TOM THEN CPTSD SINCE May 2022
2025.02.26W8am found 2 orange foam earplugs, almost discarded them as I shifted through pile of discarded stuff until I realized it was a flat pack cellophane over cardboard with two vacuum, sealed standard orange construction earplugs
2025.02.26W8am hovercraft kid AVY Monterosa
Free yellow flowers potted may be daffodils left on Monterosa. I was going to gather them, but the kid grabbed them also.
I was packing the birdcage, hovercraft Honda Odyssey, looking dune buggy, size hovercraft into my minivan or pick up truck to bring it back from Safeway to my house and had it on my driveway for a moment. The kid wanted to use it but it wasn’t charged. Also, the kid assumed it was his for the taking or something kid did not realize I had found it First brought it back from Safeway was gonna charge it up as I had the charger and he could not at some point he realized this and became friendly. I was happy to let him use the hovercraft, and he had a change of heart and maybe told his family I was OK.
Unsure if it could support my bodyweight, get lift. Worked fine for the kid. Craft was small like a little Malibu Grand Prix kids car whereas when I first brought it home it was larger like a Honda Odyssey Dunebuggy also like
IRL birdcage, inspired by farm tractor Rusty ruined of ambush video yesterday purported to be Russian ambush of Ukrainian mercenary Americans airsoft video fake. “perfect”
2025.02.24M 7am beach climb rock sandstone break
Woman, Josie, shaved head friend for groups of people to join
When I first lay down right lowest below me, rock on beach, sand or party, a man across the rock for me, draped his hand over my cloth garage I moved his hand away, then looked to see young women we shaved heads one was like Josie, or like a similar shorthaired woman I met in basement of Earth Day first year asked me if I was healthy in an excited inspired way. When I said I was vegan. Never saw her again? But she was clearly intrigued, and quite likely attracted to me which I had no idea what to do with in 1989
Woman and her friend were young, attractive, Faith heads, wearing body, paints, adornments, micro, and maybe reddish, yellowish, scant clothing almost not at all like Buddhist monks with yellow and magenta is these women were mostly skin flesh showing not naked per se, but not wearing probably more body paint, flowers, and decorations than clothing They were together I looked at her she looked at me. We were interested in each other friends
Also, on map, I saw Ford Creek or watersheds in four different ways access the beach it says as if you would access the beach by going to that house in Marin with my first threesome, Suzanne and Lindsay from LA and park your car and then go to the beach
On map of, I tried to pick one of the four and I even thought about the PR for each access point and one could describe it to the world as a way to get to the beach
Earliest part of climbing rock and stuck up high precarious, dangerous, scared fear of falling
I kept track of where my right foot would land on a flat facet of rock so my right foot brace left arm forearm hand would hug the rock in a barrel or bear hug, right four fingers with griffin into a micro ledge to hold and I had done this before and it had worked, and I could vault my body up on top of the ridge yet I was very scared to do so it’s been move failed I could fall 30 feet or 50 feet and maybe die or get grossly injured on the rock and sand follow me
I was stuck here for quite some time. Also thinking about could I get rescued by a helicopter or rescue lifted out would that be preferable because I was truly stuck and scared very much about moving.
That new thing happened I observed that right hand rock micro ledge within the ledge. I was going to use as a grip of security was actually just clay, mud wet, moving and broke off so I broke off this little chunk so that no one else would make the same mistake and then I thought about should I just start throwing clay chunks down to the beach so that I realize there were other Pairs of people down below for different places
I also thought about which of these groups I want to join and sit with Anne. That’s what I saw that one group with Josie and her shaved head friend.
Upon joining Josie and friend, we were also now in a party in a room in Santa Cruz of a house during a mellow social gathering where I could lounge lay with Josie and her friend on the floor so maybe I did closer to college or just post graduation. Santa Cruz era.
IRL Josie party, Harrison, Somma, and we parked in the car for a moment near Staples store closer to Bloxham before she took me home with her I was abstinent. Then she said she was lesbian she wrote me cowgirl said I could put on a condom I was still scared of sex so I said sounds like fun, but did not move forward
She is one of a dozen or even 20 I regret not moving forward with
Josie, another night at jelly Pier 50 gave me massage with her friend. Also not very well followed up Josie had shaved head and friendly aura was always sparkly to see me always trip my radar ever since as lesbian attractive.
The Santa Cruz house party could have felt like a icebreaker or social mixer similar to paint with me party basement of temple, 540 Howard St. SF with quirky alone people
2025.02.23Su8am city blocks lots junkyards homeless camps sketchy characters Oakland San Jose
2025.02.23Su8am knives 2/10 swap meets flea markets sketchy sellers black guy ATV backyard gardens junk collection grass rain back garden roof
2025.02.23Su8am cats 3
2025.02.22Sa6am sheKristinBluxome I was hanging with running around the hillside festival campground with people then she saw a singer. She had a crush on major and I stood back 20 or 40 feet on the path so she could have a chance to meet him. He looked like some Sid vicious, her punk, rock band guy maybe so she wandered up
I tried to stand next a couple other people and look just cool or mellow or regular or normal or young enough to fit in or something was still half way to moseying up, proposing up next to him per chance to SF houses or festival campground with rocks and little trails or something maybe similar to Sutro baths hillside of climbing Rocky, dirt, incline
2025.02.22Sa Tibetan, Buddhist Temple festival wall jacket. We’re packing up and leaving. I returned to the campsite to fetch my sleeping roll. Maybe my jacket we’re supposed to keep them close and not lose them their expensive I look up to the hill to see the temple and all the little shacks with glass doors are antique Temple we’re not supposed to go up there on the hill. I see a squirrel around the main and core what something Cambodia Vietnam temple on the hill with a big tree and then to my left of that are all these little temple lodges rooms to rent of old that look like steep ravine, camping or some kind of thing. The guy next to me is either LL Cool J or Mohammed something Scott’s friend from pod eight maple grassy lawn is clean. It’s just the two of us when I look up to the hill I realize how incredibly beautiful it was the scenery where our festival was, I guess we have one more night although I’m all packed up a lot is clean
Minutes earlier in the dream this was more like San Francisco or something also with hills and houses I guess still the jacket wall brown gray the heavy weave I guess it looks like Harry Potter or English school boy uniform outfit. Cats were here again, almost like I would lay down to camp for the night, and then three cats would sleep around me.
2025.02.19W hose, pool, front yard naked soak
First, I was littering and a hot shower or bath with hot water running on my neck worried my mom would worry that I was wasting water for an hour. Not sure if she was tracking that I’ve had been in the shower for an hour.
I was in the front yard with a pool of water. I had dug a hole on the north east, where my avocado and lemon trees in 15 gallon pots set always 2+ feet deep and five or 6 feet wide of shallow, beveled nature roughly dug out and I’ve had the hose running there. The water was clear and full maybe running over a bit, I might’ve moved the hose and drown around a little bit
I was also up outside the center bedroom running hose, cool water over my naked body. I had a red hand towel almost draped over my waist, so sloppily I was if anybody drove by I was aware of this, but didn’t care much.
Then I ended up, somehow, soaking in the pool I had dug
Later segment, I was concerned of water flowing over onto the sidewalk wood chips and debris with it and then I noticed my van was missing which I thought I’d left on the bottom of the driveway so I walked out onto the street towards the Safeway a house or two pretty sure my van was stolen so I was concerned that I looked back and saw that I had left That blue van backed into the dirt spot in front of the corner it became dark blue Dodge Caravan
IRL after Carl short blue Dodge Caravan, 2014 of WFPA
Now, seeing my dark blue caravan into corner bedroom, spot I thought to drive my red Dodge caravan back into the driveway first close to Jeffrey Pines, keeping the tires on the asphalt as close as I could to the dirt leaving just a footer or two before the garage so that that blue caravan can still get out
2025.02.18T 9am Sutures head mask characters of password stitches on face or vertical covering eyes or on black BDSM kink mask, head covering where each stitch or suture was a character represented by an X*or #an interface or device likely an iPhone
Otherwise
Much content hidden beneath the surface unable to recall dreams this morning 9 AM, 8 AM
IRL I sleep with black fabric textiles around my eyes and head as hat to prevent morning sun wake up, perhaps my breathing was crimped or restricted. Hence, such dream, imagery, eyes, blind, ignoring what is, for example my predicaments times 20 or 50 or 100.
Not the least of which is cogent understanding on Substack by Marriott, MD and PhD’s are government assaulted us with deadly bio weapon biomedical experiment, vaccine Pfizer, Moderna and Fauci lied to Congress, knowing he funded Wuhan lab all along well pretending animal vectors and bat soup were proceeding patient zero ofSARS COVID-19 outbreak yet Fauci walk free today
2025.02.17 Female Bus Driver?
IRL Video of fake asylum seeker attack woman
2025.02.16Su 7am metro shelves warehouse building old four corporate men in suits executive officers of small business came to buy or inspect maybe also metro shelves. I let them in to show them around maybe that old decrepit paint peeling moldy water damaged real estate office building which had the metro shelves in one large room area wing as I showed the men I was embarrassed as I had holes the size of oranges in both of my back pockets on my pants and my buns with white I guess pocket showing through the pants each time I let them into a room. I would just dress my arms here this way, and then I would back up some. My back of pants wouldn’t be seen they were professional suits were like sky blue and maybe a green or brown and something the four men were I guess young 20s executives shorter than me and maybe less testosterone and emasculated just suit wearing functionaries
2025.02.15Sa11am speed brakes are illegal I said as I showed people on my iPad trying to bring up the Flightradar24 app and or the Safari web browser screen of stop jet noise but I could do neither as swiping up from the bottom up to not deliver me to the home screen
The Mylar of the screen protector was curling off, so it actually fell out of place several times still I could not show people what I was talking about.
Ian Carroll was in the room. as we all sat on the comfy wall-to-wall carpeted floor Off-white carpeting
I thought to show others in the room in Carol’s webpage or videos, but he hadn’t offered so I didn’t wanna burst this bubble and then I also thought maybe he wanted to meet people and be normal and received as a friend friendly happy fun person and maybe the subject matter of his videos was too heavy for others
Then same dream up in the corner, a hawk or raptor flew in and sat on top of an African read or wicker facemask, and began to pull at the feathers or read coming out of the top of the sculpture, and I said to others and the room
How did a hawk get into the house and I asked if anybody had any chicken or turkey the bird could eat as it was obviously destroying the top of this art piece sculpture
I tried to get a picture of the hawk with my camera, but not zoom
I walked throughout the house to settle rooms. I was here as a tenant. I didn’t even know the layout of the house yet it was a nice expensive flat tenants way more hip than I was and maybe more wealthy one room had a shower with steam coming out, I guess that might’ve been he was showering. I left him alone. Wanna enter his room or break his
Another room might’ve been a young woman
I ended up in the kitchen asking people again. She had any in the fridge or something to give to the hawk asking again how hot got in the house
Raised her arm to the hawk, and it gently climbed on her bear arm for arm nicely
It held well. I warned her to protect her eyes to keep the beak away from her eyes. Hawk was well-behaved.
I asked her her broker skin. Nope it did not, but it did hurt a bit when it held on.
Now it became a man hawk arm first then hawk even jumped back and I could see the hawk. Talon dug in fine, sheer sheen shirt still no blood or broken skin.
I had wanted to take photos of bird and send to Josiah to ask what kind of hock. It was small brownish with a lighter yellow peak compact scout tucked in head, but could not work phone to get camera up and running.
Found dream maybe first in recent dreams have had MacBook Pro laptop and iPhone possibly
Definitely one laptop dream but other dreams mostly are just swiping without much reference to what the device was could only guess if iPhone and recent
Today is different as it was clearly an iPad. I was trying to operate in vertical format fashion, and could not swipe up from home button. On iPad
iPad screen protector off Mylar flapping curling
2025.02.15Sa10am? 1/2 halfdream half asleep I was in ER room at hospital a cat walked towards the glass sliding door from inside our room, where I suppose I was being seen this cat walking on floor was brindle, black gray striped
2025.02.15Sa BBW SEX dirty blonde 30 she mounted me cowgirl my guy was close enough to her she positioned near we use no hands. This has been a theme and recent dreams. Maybe all dreams it says if we’re being slow and taking her time about it, nobody’s being direct or ever using hands anticipation builds almost as if it could be an accident. it’s clear we both want it. I was hard, she looks at me as she adjust her body. This is similar to a night or two ago.
Dream2025.02.15Sa toilet, flood, laundry room, bathroom tile floor, trying to adjust nut threads on water inlet yet supply no matter how tie-dye turned it it just leaked more. This was a really large threaded flexible pipe like 1 inch diameter into some white PVC coupling spraying water I look for another valve to turn everything off then realize I’d have to turn off the whole house valve. Did not want to do that. Kept trying to tighten the valve and it sprayed water supply 360° direction so that I figured I would get a dustpan to pour water back into the toilet from the floor so it would drain there were thousands of wrap poops floating in the water and acorns too I pour them in and then things weren’t really gone down so if my hands I skipped scores of acorns out then in my mind, I thought about where should I put the acorns? I guess I could’ve put them outside somewhere.
I guess this was all for this trying to reconstruct
This stream also has a feeling of being at a warehouse burning man, San Francisco living situation. I still might be all alone in this building, but there’s a feeling other people would be here too.
There might be burning junk about the warehouse, large art sculpture, stuff supply
2025.02.15Sa10 am halfdream weather graph on W underground shows straight line gradual slope over 10 days, but no daily variation within temp from a.m. p.m.
This is never happened. This is new.
IRL somebody claimed on Facebook video a year ago or two devices iPhones don’t show up in dreams. I accepted that as possible truth at the time.
Until I found contra evidence recently in my Eric
IRL my life is on my iPhone 16 hours per day therefore, no surprise that in my unique case devices are entering a dream
Dream2025.02.14F road intersection, freeway on ramp Oakland Hills Lake River flood stream swim dive rock. Enter weighed into and cross flood stage Creek with people, watching who thought I should not, as floodwaters were rising or receding muddy but I did anyway.
Then observed sign on street and said this was a good sign looked at sign observed
Looked at building nearby just me looking at the outside of a building, wondering what it was for this building was on the east side of the roadway of the creek and sign did not seem to be much more to the dream than this very delayed recall this only occurred to me an hour ago at 4 PM after attempting to transcribe dream at 8am
2025.02.14F
Dream2025.02.14F 7am black cat on roof of my silver minivan fender Ponderosa pine symmetry as I approached cat woke eyes open maintained head sprawled on tummy human behavior, not cat behavior allowed me to touch it then I pit that was OK for a few strokes. Maybe cat stretched so I tried to squash it back down on roof to keep it stationary? or fix it up so it wouldn’t run away and then it Claude me soft didn’t hurt me my left arm as I held it to my side to keep it near me Maybe I was gonna bring it in the house or something not sure if it was much more of this dream
Black cat might’ve been closer to Nick but a younger version. Definitely long-haired or longer haired black cat.
IRL I trapped Nick at base of Ponderosa Pine in raccoon cage pay five after seeing him Ferrell in backyard once or twice in first five days of his escape at 13 years old after we promised John of Desert Center that they would only be indoor cats as animal rescue insisted
Dream2025.02.13Th 08:30 cat? And or cat came up when I was trying to fall back asleep, and/or re-create the six elements of recent set of dream, and I was sad for a cat and immediately quit and gave up and as if decided, I was done caring for the cat I lost or feeling sad for a cat. This issue seems so far gone and almost nothing I can do about it. The pain has been too great.
IRL photo of Star Beta little brother, lost cat outside pool house, Oct 2023 Redwood Oaks NextDoor Post Aug 10 2024 photo 41 weeks ago
Dream2025.02.13Th She was going to repaint her first room on the left green again. Last paint was brown underneath with pitiful, green stripe horizontal. Luckily, windowsills had never been painted anything but the sand brown so then I worried about the ingredients of the paint what she was breathing.
Dream2025.02.13Th she unpacked her shopping, which was one large shopping bag on the floor. She stated it was a small volume of shopping. I said that’s OK if any single outfit was small and volume as one portion of the shopping could be a single outfit
Still, this days shopping could represent mini outfits, then looking at the first outfit the stream transferred to the gallon can of green paint when I asked her which room she was repainting she said first room left, and this could be a flat and a Victorian interestingly the first room left to The bar at KS party then the second room on left would be another that was bluish paint and lots of sunlight in that room then on the right far right or south east another room we were still in the center south where she dropped her shopping and I was looking
Dream2025.02.13Th BugHouse Chess Fearwalk how may I serve you? kitchen island
Just before the sequence I was examining or rearranging the foods on the outside of the island seeing somewhere desserts, or wrapped confections, which looked appetizing and interesting and then there was a chrome tray set on the corner low by the floor shelf of the kitchen island, which I can part to clean or polish up the stainless steel chrome surface, and or Want to cause I’d be skanky if it was used as an ashtray and I didn’t want an ashtray in my house anyway would not encourage anybody to smoke in my mind was if somebody asked if they could smoke inside I would say no
I somewhat this bottom shelf I was speaking to an Asian guy who was there I guess for the BugHouse Chess Fearwalk how may I serve you?
Dream2025.02.13Th kitchen island, escape pod nest
Dream2025.02.13Th 762x51 I had only six rounds left. I was trying to pack them into storage in the center island, which also could be used as a fallback room or a hiding space doom room, or safe room. If a person crouched, melt or sat in the kitchen island they could see out a little bit to where the attackers were maybe with visibility slots just below the countertop
Here I was conceiving of how one could use drywall sliding slots to make portals or moving view holes, potentially, even with drywall sliding within drywall slots to minimize exposure. Then it occurred to me. This would only be sufficient for little rounds, not significant rounds, so I started to conceive of coding drywall Sliding windows with more layers of gauze, or fiberglass or drywall reinforcement on two sides, to strengthen the sliding pieces
Wed
Dream2025.02.12W11:10am psyllium husk search. Tried to fall back asleep, or reenter the naked woman, driver, VW bus, electric vehicle upside down crash stream.
Psyllium husk search not sure if on iPhone or online or in person, but I was looking at the back of a bottle of psyllium husk to see what the ingredients are or what it was
IRL Trader Joe’s Celiam husk is just psyllium husk Square as other crap from stores like Metamucil has tons of chemicals and junk and crap in it which are antithesis gut health for example artificial sugars and I forget
IRL I am upset because I haven’t had psyllium husk for three years nor have I bought any food for myself for three years or chosen any food for three years almost 2 1/2 years
IRS IRL this is in real life, abjectly horrible as I am honest, a steady path of suicide through nihilism where I gave up after J destroyed my life with his six months of torture, then 16 days of being tossed in jail, getting unknown emphysema or asbestos exposure plus unknown, TB or hepatitis exposure From first cellmate, biting me and breaking my skin in the first six days on my left forearm as I tried to defend flow from him as he attacked me in my bed, upper bunk towards the end multiplied by complete loss of everything in life
Dream2025.02.12W11am Volkswagen, bus, orange, white or red white flips, upside down in backwards 360° opposite of somersault catching air flying accident N. Eastbound Woodside Rd., Redwood City
Bus was in right lane. I was in left lane or in shopping center parking lot observing bus which seemed normal enough had just turned left out of parking lot of what could be Woodside Plaza shopping center consisting of Michael’s Albertsons. Ace Hardware
Driving in slow lane could be 30 mph somehow floated up with air pocket beneath the van then positive pitch no up rear under forward upside down either did 316 air or landed on its roof then either corrected itself or people rolled it over on its right side. I witnessed this, so I went to walk over or park or pull over to investigate. I.
Saw the woman sitting there in her van and elderly lady may be Indian with gray hair wearing sorry or so wrapped up in such fabric or bedsheets in the camper and noticed there’s a bag of potato chips a Trader Joe’s type reusable, colorful shopping bag on the sidewalk and I asked her if she was OK
She became a white woman of some love interest of mine, even before a sentence
Turns out she said it was an electric van so I guess it was a newer Volkswagen bus and even if it was only half the weight or something I don’t understand how it could’ve flipped upside down while driving normally and then she said it was her husband who was driving I guess he wasn’t on scene when I first arrived
We talked somehow she and he were in the front of the van, and now she was naked, and I was holding her bottom as she crouch in sitting or fetal position near the front seat. I could see the crafter, her butt cheeks, and on the top of the cleft was Sort of an entryway to her body as if it were a vagina or an I see a couple inches almost looking like a bone, but this is not graphic or trauma. It was more natural it was more like I was just seeing advertent exposure of what would be her second vagina Located on the cleft top of her butt cheeks at her sciatic bone, slightly erotic and curious as I watched and held her body as we talked logistics with her battery short circuit is that why the car won’t start he had a whiteboard or sheet of paper so I asked him to write this down for troubleshooting
Battery, short circuit
As I discussed next steps of charging battery to test it to see if it was shorted out
Then I offered verbal advice we should find jumper cables. I noticed there was some posterboard, or rather paper would be at a workshop or seminar on an easel, where a presenter would progressively flip through pages, and I asked if somebody could write jumper cables on a sign that we could display on the sidewalk per chance, somebody could help us jumpstart the car in analysis or troubleshooting.
Here they asked if I could bring my car over to it and I said that wouldn’t matter if we don’t have jumper cables.
First step would be to get jumper cables, and then it would be easy to find somebody to give us a jumpstart
During this time, I held my right hand on her right hip and she almost sitting position, naked and what could’ve been the driver seat in front of me. He was unaware that I was touching her body. He might not have cared. I don’t know this was just weird. I was somewhat interested in holding this position as I was allowed to leave my hand on her hip. Naked.
This was pretty much the end of the dream. Not sure what happened.
Likely, I was trying to re-examined her fall back into the dream when I had the second dream maybe 10 minutes later at 11:10 AM of searching for a psyllium husk
Dream2025.02.12W 5am we sat in my sandbox as adults. SherriHug might’ve been with me we came to sitting position I was on East she was on south. Another woman sat on North, looking Indian, sexy, like Trinity of matrix, dressed, black, leather, lean, muscular, very sexy it seemed as if we would be swinging couples looking at each other, or lesbian Sherry and Indian woman flirted with each other through their eyes as Indian woman sat, then Indian woman looked at my cock and with her eyes, her hand motion towards my cock she wanted me to show it, so I did it softly slowly intentionally rise to attention for her
Transferred to, as we look for a place to go for intercourse and simultaneously, perhaps, looking for a condom and backing up earlier in the dream she wanted something like a hotdog or a penis so I grabbed a pack of hotdogs. One of the hotdogs would be wrecked the other limp And I began to squeeze the hotdog out of the package for her hotdog. Might’ve had a condom on it or prophylactic wrap. I took a garden hose rinse off from the inside that condom even as it was still attacked to the hotdog, creating a pool of water in it, which is grease and chucks of garlic maybe six white Square chunks of something and I deluded it and rinse the whole water out to make it all water and no grease. I was to let those garlic maybe a centimeter each retain in the pool of water in the condom she saw what was going on and was intrigued I guess by the texture that would be added within the condom, I visualized her leaning over a staircase, handrail iron, and then I could prepare to enter her
Now I sort of began waking up and at the same time had to pee This interrupted the dream. Peed. Tried to regain dream, but didn’t really.
Simultaneously in my mind was thinking of writing a response to Andrew Wilson chain-smoking cigarette guy on whatever podcast abusing AELLA last night
Dream2025.02.12W 5am something about a house connected to just prior to the sandbox, sexy swinger, Trinity meet dream, even cabinets or exploring interior, laundry room, or kitchen pantry house
Dream2025.02.11T Flying Woman onlap Yabyum
As we hugged and held, I began to fly slowly and gradually, as with all other flying dreams, mostly since childhood dog patch, or Potrero Hill San Francisco from burning Mandy compression party. We flew east then south, standing, holding hugging became Yab Yum with her sitting in my lap. I held the small of her back with both hands.
She was perhaps brunette or blonde, similar to coconut from hot tub party, Nelly valley church, and 21st area with DJ Young guy growing pot plant silver labeled in his backyard
In my hands, I had held two pens, one highlighter, and one writing pen I lost left hand, then hold the highlighter right hand more smaller her back I tried to figure out where to put the pen so I could hold her more. She was topless, perhaps with nothing on her back, bare back and then this Sheer wrap or SI or SRON around her waist had dropped completely. Her products were exposed. Maybe I pulled the back up a little again so nobody would see it. We flew around the streets.
Flying west of hill I saw four guys walk out of the house with rifles and shotguns, unnatural scene for long-haired soy-ish then I real actually the Gang or CIC gang and NGO has been writing about and they were wanted for crimes and murders and assaults. Bad news, so I and tried to get out of each of them as I turned back east again between us. I observed on our north left some space and kind of got into that lot as I was still trying to get two or three human heights above to keep us out of reach I continued, and then south right a few blocks away we were going down to long street nowhere country Road with grass on both sides or weedeater brush then I would have to turn right and in this cruising flight I was late and my turn so we got carelessly close to which might’ve been two or three stories tall yet still just a common wooden fence. I got my feet ready to kick off of it. If we hit it, I was embarrassed Had gotten close to that and the telephone pole wires that she would start said that I wasn’t minding my flight
Country Road certainly does not equate with San Francisco. I turned right now it got sexy.
Yeah, she sat in my lap my hands in the spot of her back I was getting wrecked, pressing against her, and she put her hand around me, my manhood and hell guiding it closer to her, while I tried to figure out what she was doing softly yet still realizing she was allowing, and in fact, guiding me ever so slowly, but surely to be in for her, she was allowing and willing we hugged the whole flight. We even kissed.
Kissing her was soft also in our holding hug position earlier slowly slow sample likely as for YoungBoy dreaming about Kys might be like without initiation without knowing my ass. Honestly, I only ever kissed Devon, and she was my first thing that would be learning slowly IRL.
So she held my cock against her Yoni I realize this was a dream and sadly I straddled half a week for a minute or two or three here wishing I would just slip back into it and relax and then those three minutes I in the dream to look at it and keep me in the scene so I had option remaining asleep if I was able if I wanted and I failed I didn’t take any deep breath or stretch. Think I did straighten my legs and get that.
I’d fall asleep in the same position uncharacteristically with my knees and hip and 90° I fall asleep last night when my phone died at 0% also highly unusual and simply slight adjust sleeping bag into black sheets created two new earplugs corner of south at my right elbow
Her fabric or layer of SARI or SARON the whole time and when it did fall completely to my lap exposing her products I liked it and was only concerned that she might be concerned and that the four guys on the street with the guns might see it Resist or move to create his face between us whole softness from the moment we hugged and started flying
Quite usual might’ve been moving it 5 miles an hour starting at feet off the ground that maybe human height and then maybe two human eye then maybe for human eye, the burning man decompression party scene
Dream2025.02.11T Burningman decom party fest so many interactive buildings, and the different burning man camps actually built three-story building with the sod for each location complete with glass windows commercial front on third floor, which was maybe 2/3 scale then within each event, there was a coin toss or dunking booth, or something interactive, which could be manned by the camp members. One might’ve been some kissing Booth, or a erotic or something sexy and people were still sort of setting up and fabricating constructing the interactive zones within the building of these were all adjacent no space between so it was actually more urban industrial zone vacant area.
As I explored one building, they were people around this stream, turned into my flying dream
Dream2025.02.10M veal, chicken or steak entrée left on table I’d first noticed cup stacked by trash in center of table. Several entrées, free, available abandoned. Scene was empty, desolate town, suburb, or small city Fairgrounds just outside LA after festival, I walked with a heavy bag of my shoulders a day full of heavy something along a building on my left, which could be a fairgrounds, sales or festival building between two of the buildings. I saw a table and looked saw a lot of cups of takeout food stuck on top of each other then to the left of that there was another setting, including a large or chicken or steak in tinfoil untouched
As I was walking, I felt dispossessed or homeless likely what was in my bag was all I had in a carry sack slung over my shoulder as I walked daytime Eastwood south to the left was very long building, which could be a drive-in, movie theater close building from a flea market, scene of Santa Cruz or San Jose
Dream2025.02.10M Heidi backyard as she lived at 855 I tried to be in the backyard then she was at West and I crawled into her backyard and tried to ref a possum cage, raccoon or squirrel cage have a heart trap. These were strewed about sloppy, abandoned one or two I saw a couple raccoon cages to the leftalso closed and forgotten about.
One huge cage like a birdcage 4 foot tall 3 x 3 metal wire had three dead possums in it dry and defecated from months ago. This was terribly sad. Not sure why they didn’t see him or care.
Then to the left further in her backyard, maybe with plywood or some junk boards, sitting up against them or two other racks in cages, so I thought gather these up and pull them into my yard and reset them and or reset them for some reason
In the earlier part of her house to the east at 855 and I was in my backyard maybe crawling around maybe I was naked something about me was wanting not to be seen and they were in the morning getting ready to go to work or school I could see some movement through one window maybe eating breakfast maybe one or two-story house
Dream2025.02.09Su cat food out of oz flat can trying to shake out food or scrape out food fully became upset about losing my cats woke up
Dream2025.02.09Su ASCI TEXT Trump Musk face assemble on TV dinner tray or no drafting table size assembly as I prepare it for
Just two days ago I also dreamed about assembling Apple notes on my iPhone
2024 year I had a dream about scrolling videos on my iPhone
2023 Previous year I had a dream about scrolling videos on my laptop
2022 dream of FFWD Rapid scrolling videos laptop RWC
Oddly these 4 dreams prove away the falsity of a previous belief I had that we do not dream about our devices
Caveat, or oddly again, I must admit these 4 dreams did not actually include holding the iPhone or device in my hands the mental picture and act of assembling these text are clearly attributable to the action on the device
also, maybe my house or la Entrada
Dream2025.02.08Sa wet bed pants, slightly bag
Dream I had already peed and then had some more pee while I was outside in my front yard so I just peed into a large brown paper shopping bag with a little bit of stuff on the bottom thinking it would soak in and then I could throw in the trash within five or 10 minutes before it soaked soggyturns out I peed a little bit on my self and felt it so I stopped. This was very fortunate it would seem if I was arranged differently I could’ve paid a cup or two before noticing.
Dream2025.02.07F the dumpsters that were in a fence off lot and I was in him I’ve been hiding earlier, skulking around to keep low profile, invisible out of sight, but then later it didn’t matter cause the guy saw me and they didn’t care, so it didn’t matter even the driver or the dump truck didn’t care, so I stopped worrying about that then as they poured one dumpster ended a lot rolled downward to 20 yd.³ dumpster crushing the other little 3 yd.³ dumpster, full of coconut and bags of organic carrots. I had to jump out of the way and avoid getting crushed between several dumpsters and, still they didn’t care that I was within their yard
IRL I think this came from watching a car crash video last night on Twitter, which was very bad. Maybe the worst did not show fatalities unknown but the cars were splintered shattered, crushed until so quickly so traumatically that it was one of the most insane car crash videos I’ve ever seen without being a cop, morbid because one could not have confirmation of death except that, one of the first crashes was so insane in the car literally flew 100s of pieces
Feels like not sure if their women involved in one of their dreams and/or one sequence are part involved paving of asphalt as in road construction or creating roadway
Dream2025.02.07F dumpster and trash compactor systems. Multiple dumpster is both two or 3 yd.³ +10 or 20 yd.³ Elon Musk drove dump truck. I waved at him to get the last dumpster but he put his hand up and a block high took a past drove off. I told the other guys I told him the dumpster needed taking asked who jammed them up and they said no it didn’t matter. I was surprised this dumpster was full of coconut, crushed and carrots organic in bags this little 3 yd.³ dumpster vertical oriented, even bluish, which was wrong color
Compressor motor fixing broken of this trash compactor then I was trying to get out the little drillbit screw and I was using the broken drillbit to auger out the remaining broken drillbit head that was stuck in the key truck truck down on the ground in the little box, compressor box, which he was giving to me because it was an extra Compressor and I asked him if I could take the truck truck to key he said yeah
IRL half Dreame then as I tried to recall or reconstruct fetch the stream, I imagine Bill Clinton driving the garbage truck and then I would offer him a blue dress dry cleaners, paper package, asking him if you wanted that too, as if it were recycling, compost or garbage trunk, and he was over thrilled delighted with joy to think that he can seize that piece of evidence, and he destroyed
Dream2025.02.07F vacuum, black carbon, dust fireplace, ash bricks, living room, fireplace, white paint floor, same handheld or wand of extension vacuum tube off canister or stationary vac old not shop vac but 1960s canister
Dream2025.02.06Th
Dream2025.02.05W bicycles house J apt?
Dream2025.02.04T wild set of fun, sexy adventure, dreams wake 11am to journal
May have wanted to enjoy more of these dreams, but I already had three or four separate green sequences sets recalled in my head feared I would lose some of these sets if I fell back asleep, and this is highly unusual to have such a fun and enjoyable, set of sexy women and dreams Times four
3 cracker box ingredients leads to dream at my house kitchen dishes, food party, mom
2.5 Kashi crackers, food, pro display for sale
2.5 Ingredients, Philippe parking lot reading, large prop, Kashi, crackers, food ingredient names I don’t recognize
2.5 parking lot Philippe has 7 foot tall plastic wrapped package of dry box food, Kashi crackers
2.25 Women hair on fire bamboo art gallery
2 art gallery, white walls, red stripe, painting bottle, acrylic, paint supply
1 beach, 20 naked young women, laying side-by-side behind huge sand sculpture of human gingerbread man snowman
Dream2025.02.04T
I’m in the family room kid comes in and sprays something in the air. I see the mist I go to ask him what it was. He’s in the laundry room in the laundry cabinet on the floor with the bottle spray. I look at the ingredients again they’re OK I don’t recognize them but the organic food stuff natural essential oil based his mom walks and I immediately explained I was asking what he was spraying, his mom was at my house at a party
I walked into kitchen and see that mom’s just coming home in a green dark green metallic newer sedan. We never had like a 1990s American made four-door sedan coupe like a Pontiac. She’s pulling into the garage so I think too she’s just come home from Price club or Redwood City on a food Runner supplies for this party maybe
So I checked the dishwasher and it’s full of dirty dishes and cooking baking trays from last night including nuts roasting. They use the oven now for cookies heat, so I’m examining the dishwasher to see what’s in there. It’s all dirty cooking stuff including large wooden ladle, spoons, forks, use for food prep to be washed but also they had baking trays of nuts to roast and cookies so I want to move those out and save those to eat later. Maybe I’ll find a bag for them to put them in for me looks delicious and they’re healthy raw. Yum, I noticed all these big wooden spoons. They left there now mixing with our stuff as if they left them behind. Oops from this point midpoint it goes to a point where I was in the family room and the kids sprayed with the Mr. bottle.
Philippe had a big box of cracker cookies package in a weird way so I wanted to read and see if the ingredients were good because he was hosting a party at my house maybe
The ingredients were organic I didn’t recognize anything sounded like Naomi or Nani and 0M and ingredients which were currently all the new rave of health food, craze, and plant-based food ingredients. Then I realized this was a package with plastic wrapped around and whole huge 7 feet tall 2 x 2 gray plastic wrapped in inside all these cases of food which I was getting were crackers kind of like a Kashi brand so I was mildly interested but I prefer cookies to crackers, crackers, or too dry then I’m trying to read the ingredients on one box individually, while there was a master list of ingredients on the outside crave plastic wrapping That I examined with Philippe
Packages transferred into me lying in the family room in my own space in my junk when this would be moved in so it’s just like kind of towards the closet doors where the couch sofa had been fish tank one raise wall room was there somebody come in and sprayed something so I saw the missed in the air exam OK
Dream2025.02.03M set 2.5 women sexy dance
Bamboo hair on fire this space with the red stripe on the white walls and these wild sexy women, scantily clad tribal village, healthy young, probably 20s burning man seen party, camp out weekend something or lifting bamboo poles off a cart and setting their hair on fire
Wild women, bamboo cart, ad of necklaces of beads wooden beads or seed beads hanging as Tibetan or not Hindu or jest or Buddhist word. I’m looking for a Buddhist necklaces so these women would lift the flaming, splinter bamboo ski or poles for 56 feet long off the top of this little festival hand cart dolly truck Talia hotdog vending cart and then it caught her hair on fire. Not sure if this is intentional but she didn’t mind and there were several women dancing around half naked maybe hair on fire this was just the thing that they do.
2 art gallery, white walls, red stripe painted images I looked in from window outside likely SF
Women, hair on fire was dream belonging to the second set when I’d fallen back asleep again after trying to recall the first set, which was the art gallery with the walls, and I was looking into the building from the outside
Of building a big paint, plastic bottle of acrylic or walls of building or standard red stripe bottom going into fancy design, then different student artists, assume different parts of the wall white background and made there artwork then
Paint bottle I could see an 18 panel set showing what different artists were contributing to the mosaic of rectangle sort of solid colors at six colors per panel. I noticed on the outside walking by then I realize that our cat was leaving the bottles in the window so people could see that there was art going inside the students And this transferred over to my house party this transferred over to
Dream2025.02.03M SET 1 beach women, naked, sand, sculpture, sea mammal, washed up
I was closer to the water north at 50 100 feet I thought I saw the waves huge giant wave push up a sea mammal up the beach to the east I thought wow I was concerned so I looked a second time and it was actually a big sculpture of a human laying on their back so like a gingerbread man or a snowman so I went to look at my phone camera out and wanted to get a picture. Kinda had the phone in my hands down by my waist as I walked up to get a closer look, and then I realized Behind the sand sculpture, there was a whole row of 20 naked women sunbathing naked young 20s so I couldn’t really take the photo from that angle because people might misunderstand me to be creeping on the women so I kept walking east words just south under the sand sculpture, and then I realized there was no good angle to take a photograph from because no matter what I did People think I was sunbathing walking east up the hill on the beach away from the ocean through angle, deep water, and pebble sand. As I walked to find more people playing in a leg lots of kids and parents moms. I kind of chatted with one again couldn’t lift my phone up because I didn’t want anybody to think I was taking pictures of kids.
IRLThis has no basis in real life the phone with naked women does. or maybe not much basis in real life I’m trying to figure this one out. There was never a scene on Baker Beach or anywhere. It would seem to trigger this, but these might just be my thoughts of how to return to a beach and maybe only look like a phone was pointing out towards dolphins or whales.
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Dream2025.02.02Su IRL now it’s 2 PM Sunday I’m upset I don’t really want to write down my dreams. I don’t care anymore but writing down dreams was one of the only things I cared about and without that I really got nothing because I’ve made a habit of putting things off or being afraid to make decisions i.e. how to go to J to get six mil, this was a sticking point for me even when I was in the hotel at the glass slipper avoiding phone calls from J F
Dream2025.02.02Su he gave me a bike pump, red 1980s plunger style and crank pump as he was being harassed for a parking ticket by an officer lady as a maneuvered around the carport or building trying to avoid her and her ticket he told her his car was something paid. He even gave her his license plate, DGP dog girl pussy, he spelled it out to her I thought the bike pump was great so I tried to protect it, so it wouldn’t get stolen by the police lady
IRL I specifically need a heavy duty bike pump that could fill my front right car tire as I’m now getting harassed that stated as a reason
Dream2025.02.02Su Rug Fire Log too close to couch sofa then I realize the fire was spreading not even on the carpet itself so much, but the underpad of the carpet had a metallic silver floral print vein in the otherwise black carpet pile, which was not burning, and this spread super fast as I lifted the carpet, which was upside down to expose that burning surface lightning fast silver vein fire spread so I turned around to get some water found a cup. I could dip in water and then splash the carpet but that wasn’t good enough so I found also a plastic drinking bottle large and then a gallon plastic bottle brought them both over trying to throw water on the fire maybe was somewhat successful then morphed to the part of the dream or the guy gave me the bike pump. His car was full of junk just like mine. His car was exposed as a convertible or a pick up truck open in the back.
Dream2025.02.02Su dream free was something about her face. Maybe she was lying down having a massage from me naked or topless their skin of her back at least waist to neck she had brown hair like the English chauffeur in Babyface, Alexander Reesie, or the English chauffeur in the chauffeur movie, Phil showed me wow I never made this connection before, both female actress, err, erotic, love object from both molesters of mine and I never bridge that cap before maybe even our type of the female and heart-to-heart TV show. My mom would watch.
Connection here to Harbin HotSprings love interest
IRL I did receive a email yesterday from Harbin scan through the photos. Plus Harbin has been on my mind recently also
Dream2025.02.01Sa 6am trying to get a ride from the freeway entrance area to the festival or burning man or whatever first there were some women or a group I wanted to ride with, but I found these two older guys who were uninterest and unappealing with the brown station wagon probably like Dans metallic brown Chevrolet impala station wagon 1980s so we loaded up and the one guy
Crawls under the trunk tells the other guy not to look so he’s getting his magnet key holder stash I pretend not to look also and walk around the car, so not to upset him but it’s interesting that he didn’t tell me not to look he doesn’t not trust me or fear me. He was just trying to tell his roommate partner friend guy not to look that was a weird dynamic.
We have that vehicle at our new arrival place which I guess is the hotel or apartment or whatever we’re in the parking lot Amo underneath the complex this is where morph to the outdoor festival part in segment two
28T1bar8am Dream2025.01.30Th0bar9am
Dream2025.01.25 Sat 11:00 1bar Sun 0bar2bar
Dream2025.02.01Sa 6am it’s OK guys reason we can’t smoke pots on the rocks by the entrance to the outdoor beach or campground picnic party festival if they don’t want gangbangers hanging out by the door by the entranceway on the rocks there up to no good and it’s OK they make a law saying no smoking on the rocks by the entrance they don’t care as much about parties on other picnic blankets and all parts on the festival. They don’t mind if we smoke pot so much they’re not gonna come check us out they’re just trying to prevent gangbangers tend to hang out on the rocks by the entryway where there are two roof parallel heading out 90° from the entrance portal to 3 foot rock where you can see the marks for other people have smokes before this is probably the same two guys I was talking to early getting a ride in the station wagon from the entrance area in the first stream a minute ago 6:15 AM now
Dream2025.02.01Sa
Dream2025.01.31F 7am Pee Front Yard I sat there in this half car bed system mostly open. I peed on the mulch, creating mud pies first, I peed in these kelp pie, looking mud pie, and they would create little mudflows as I did then I focused on peeing on a big cat poo to break it up then I peed even more left into a half watermelon cut open so I was filling the watermelon with my pee and wondering what that would turn into a half day or a day with react with the watermelon as a bowl
This was the end of that dream. I was fully protected by the Fania trees, so I had privacy. Nobody knew what I was doing, and this is mostly true for most of my life. I miss that privacy and nature.
IRL Friday 9 AM rain start for one week .45 1.691 inches
.4F .5Sa .1Su .6M .9T .1W Rain inches predicted seven days rain and I’m down to my last food that’s not canned last pound of yogurt 365 vanilla organic two packs of gluten plant-based sausages, but then 20 more packs of cheese half dozen clover pepper, jack slices, paper sticks cheese, another 10 or 20 packs of Kraft and other brand of Swiss cheese for weeks
But woke up with the urge to pee as I hydrated well last night and apparently even maybe not sure yes peed a tiny wet spot on the head of my penis. This might be a first.
Dream2025.01.31F 7am cat Lance front yard I sleep in a half a car open Lance cat joins me at night curls up by my tummy. I find he has joined me just like when I slept in pile of Stanford dumpster scores in my driveway 1990s to wake up to two cats, Amy and Lance, one of my left side, one of my right side, then the two cats were surprised in the morning or started fighting with each other a little bit. This is sad that somehow in the 1990s we had an issue where the cat didn’t get along completely and at the time I assumed they were surprised to find each other near me in the morning, though more suspect the other was there or the other side of my body when they settle in at night in a compromise
Dream2025.01.30Th
Dream2025.01.29W to mice, or for sale in the store Safeway on the shelf I tried to look through the opaque Tupperware sale, container, cage, tiny air holes to see if I could see them I almost could but not sure if they really were too little nice
At home I tried to clean two slugs off the couple of boards that were leading up against the bulkhead, trying to wipe the slugs off in the earth soil up back behind the barrier then put the two boards back, leaned up against the 2 x 14 redwood boards comprising the barrier Retaining wall after pressure washing them with the hose hoping I wasn’t creating a shelter for rats although on the ground might’ve been some rap, poops or other evidence that rats have been there. I was pretty sure rats, indeed would enjoy this as a home as I continued to pressure wash parts of the upper patio.
Dream2025.01.28T Oakland streets ride around on truck flatbed with a bunch of junk in it kind of a burning man party scene, but desolate empty city nobody there, but some people there we rode around on a truck and on the flatbed of the truck, I rode between a bunch of junk around what was probably something like 18th St. and Broadway around suites ballroom and Fox theater plus the original first burning man decompression party above the blackbox theater in Oakland adjacent
Dream too I walked through San Francisco block Street area in between Hells common dreamscape morphed mixture of more central San Francisco heat between market and North closer to golf Franklin kinky salon, party outdoors, festival, carnival, getting set up daytime, very early and alleys and streets near a building so the party coming up that evening might have been indoor outdoor I wasn’t quite getting into the building yet Then plan on it as I was not invited
I easily slipped in as it was still daylight people were setting up for this kinky carnival. They were wearing black props there by the entryway I walked in like I belong, easily slipped in, walked through some empty alley space where people are setting up at other people are bringing in stuff Turn left knowing I could pass through other buildings. I’ve been here before tight little pedestrian alleyway on the corner. Front door was open for a wide met before had incredible dream, space queens nest, three stories on the lower corner of building, giving her a heavenly loft, space steel of a deal, she was not there. I looked up to her perch with all her fabrics and tapestries and queens nest met another woman who is passing by through this alley as I looked up top to the corner I can still squeeze out through the fence to get out of this area, but
Woman I passed in the felt intimate. She was somewhat larger body. She maintained intimate space near me, so I felt as I spoke to her. There was a mutual connection attraction as we stood a foot away from each other with an aura of possible embracing. I spoke to her about the woman who Who spaced this event it seemed to me that there might’ve been years later she was still having the space. Perhaps I smoke admiring or envious of her incredible loft situation as again this new woman and I were holding intimate space almost embracing.
She her brunette hair, 6 inches straight, hanging down body, attractive, breasts ample had tummy, but proportions were OK. She was young late her in 30s tender plump, ready aura of presence, acceptance, and amor amor. I will interested this then end of dream where I walk because I love my body to stretch, knowing I should not do this if I wanted to stay in a dream, not a lucid dream just a point of waking where I famously did the stretch knowing I should not
Recall trouble trying to reassemble the first part of the dream Oakland flatbed truck ride around
Dream2025.01.27M 8am 1/2 dream? Assemble list of late 70s videos David Bowie Devo
Dream2025.01.26 Sun SF Drive Grids Exit 11th Alma Mission 3rd st missed. Took 8 th Harrison
Outdoor Rave 1155 Alma Outdoor parking lot saw building went to pass cyclone fence damn far away walking I was mad at him for being dumb about the freeway exits
I walked in onto a hill up on a bank above the path, holding my 15 or 20 color pencil sharpened in my hand, hoping that would make me look more cool as I realize I had gray hair and my 50s and hope to be accepted by these kids who are all in their 20s somewhere in high school Dan with his high school version with long hair and a red cotton maroon dark died dress shirt, short sleeve button down, big hair. I had seen him walking towards me from an 8 mile away when I was passing through the cyclone fence into the property parking lot for the rave up on the hill then Into the building
Inside building, I looked around, noticed the big fire doors, so I looked out the crack of sunlight towards the bay. Another were all empty spaces, but we’re corridors for fire exits in case of emergency, so the place was up the code lots of routes that was the end of that.
1155 Alma, we missed driving up one01 North so Dan drove more as the freeway turned north east towards the Bay bridge. We didn’t want that he was confused. He drove forward more in the left lids. I hope we’d find a better exit option signs were incredibly difficult to see or figure out where we’re going or what lane we should be in it was heck That I saw a sign for eighth and Harrison which pin us back so I said to that so we took that
Harrison we got off and I looked at the map and showed him that would get us close to our destination of five Alma, which was sort of like mission Street going south then we are on foot as above me walking through cyclone fence to get into the park when he was still far behind walking presumably because he parked the car or something
Path I walked on, started going up the hill and in this path with kids all around me or 16-year-olds all around me. I noticed nook on my right, so I stepped into it and then I step up higher on that on this hillside, which I guess was all paved or stoned or something, but I stood up with that elevated view, with my left hand full of 15 or 20 colored sharpened pencils to have a view I entered building. I had zero interaction with any of these kids. I was just trying to be mindful. Stay cool and look cool and not look old even though I had gray hair, and I noticed no one else had gray hair.
Stutz bearcat, 1912 water, cooled, air, or water intake tube 90° turn green
Dream2025.01.25 Sat 11:00 she wants to land her plane in the field. We radio ahead to see if field AA is available. They say they know we want to land at field B.
5am
Dream2025.01.25 Sat sF Victorian jump out his window get back in her cat bend down pet as she walks up hoping she’d stop n say hi cute Asian woman could be Japanese may Chinese
He jumped out Victorian 2nd story window onto sloped back paved alley driveway but he had thick soft bouncy cathartic or caterpillar Boots leather yellow rubber soles. I was barefoot with cut off blue jeans so I was on my knees on couch, kneeling, looking out weirdo as he said Trump I said I couldn’t. I was barefoot. I looked at my left to see that I could potentially put my hands hook into this big sturdy? Mounted flower pot, vase, to crawl out the ledge and hang and monkey bars my way around the ledge to a water pipe to a stop sign to get down to the street which was rusty. I would surely cut my arms and cut my legs in the process, so I said no
Then his roommate screamed at me coming into the house to unexpectedly find me alone in his apartment, which was otherwise empty roommate screamed at me, said, take the stairs and lock the door on your way out so I did
Descending stairs roommate was still screaming at me as angry. I thought he was gonna hit me with a towel or something he was angry because I turned him on, and he wanted to do me from the rear as he found me in that seductive position on the couch on my knees, head out the window
This is an unusual dream. I don’t usually get guys coming on.
I wasn’t sure if I left my shoes inside so I tried to go back inside to check for my shoes on the way to go back up the alley. I saw an Asian woman behind me walking up and I saw a little brown kitty cat with a shaved neck in front of me so I’ve been down to pit hoping Woman would stop and say hi
I guess somehow morph into more city Street in San Francisco. No, I guess I had to wake up and pee.
IRL I went to sleep last night around midnight I did not do a final pee as I didn’t feel any need or urge but I should have to empty my bladder to ward off at 5 AM in this case Saturday, January 25 2025
IRL I have lost so much weight and my legs are skinny thin. My whole body is I didn’t feel like it in the dream necessarily I can’t tell but I wonder if this new concern of mine is something to do with me in skinny blue denim cut, offs, kneeling on couch, looking out window 🪟
Dream2025.01.24F Watermelon Juice at Urban Outdoor Party Event I sat, lounged or rested on top of tall podium or box structure and asked the nutrition expert guy what I might add to a juice if I were making a smoothie or juice plus my watermelon, I was gonna say the bananas were too high on glycemic index. Dates had good value maybe iron there might’ve been several scores of people at this event at the structures podium next to me. They were ingredients to make your own. Juice. And displayed in Square plastic prism jugs, or containers. I could see the watermelon had a greater portion and there were other fruit options displayed this was very similar to being at a burning man party at SOMARTS or similar daytime, urban event party function
IRL Dr. Eric, Berg and maybe Dr. Paul Santino or Saladino
Dream2025.01.22W Building stone wall retainer for our school. Likely 2 things 1 maybe yesterday’s dream. 2 likely product of seeing circular Paver brick stacked retaining wall with 1 garden access path radial from center X Twitter
Dream2025.01.22W cat Angel wants box tummy bot I have no box on my tummy for him
Dream2025.01.21T Aloe Vera Swale Berm lawn plants on grass pop up 100s planted
1bar 13:00Wed1.22.2bar12:00 2bar1.21.18:30
Dream2025.01.19Su Bluetti 1 Bar 13:00
Dream2025.01.19Su Polar Vortex Jan 20-22
Rats woke me up several times during the night too close behind my head, going to the front right passenger window last night. They were left of box in left rear passenger seat low under banana box.
Dream2025.01.19Su Hotel Room I was gonna get kicked out or moved or told to leave I had overstayed
Dream2025.01.19Su Books I offer Bree in my hotel room, end of conference or weekend I attempted to clean my two couches, and I’m moving all the drunk and clothing off of them over to the corner out of the way so that people can sit if they want in the corner of the two couches was another outfit I had which was poopy. I had put my pants, and this was a pants and shirt greater black with white shirt laying on the couch in the corner
I tried to lift that wardrobe over to move it, and I was mindful that I had pooped the pants. This is when I was moving 3 foot piles of hardbound books over in her right corner of that room, front room away from the front wall and then it occurred to me. I needed to give them all away quick because the weekend was over so I started to make a sign.
Put out a bunch of tables against the front wall of the room with all the books on them, and I damp rag, cleaned wiped those tables
I was worried that if I didn’t give the books away, I’d be stuck with moving books
IRL stack of free books on milk, crate cement, bench patio by garbage can hardbound and southbound approximate 20 although I had a narrow zero interest in these though I did pull them out of the crate of them to display them so people could glance as walking by hopes of finding homes for them
Dream2025.01.19Su 3 x 1 and 2 bills folded old on shelf getting warped maybe mildew neglect
Dream2025.01.18Sa Hitch ?
Dream2025.01.17F Art dots
Dream2025.01.17F young attractive woman in kitchen approaching intimacy. tall, longbrwnhairRamonaAveSF
Dream2025.01.17F Ramona Ave Sisters SF Victorian Flat 44 Tehama SF I met the tall long-haired brunette at 44 Tama at rave got her email and maybe phone number visited her house on Ramona Ave, San Francisco Dolores Park She wasn’t home but her sister was. took me up on the roof to see the view, though, I was more attracted to the brunette, who later called or texted me and asked for a ride for the pair to burning man, these were two of four women who I did not give rides to also Alona, Santa Rosa and Stephanie, Bird
Alona I’d driven Harmony. To Harbin To Santa Rosa. Then saw Alona again at burnt Garnet after party. Norton St SF? “Look at this body”
She made quiche with my cheese date 3. Date 4 rave Filmore culture center. 1 way ride only.
Stephanie Byrd I explained I’d be busy going to burning van and she need to be low maintenance so I asked her what her cross streets were so I could try to figure out the map and where I’ll be picking her up from. She never responded to that text.
Dream2025.01.17F kitchen apartment 2 guys art panels
I was to fill in the little dots look like braille I said for five or six each running up the Center guy on my left, did the green plant ivy dressing running up the sides guy on my right did butterflies or little face animals, colored fitting, floating, or dancing around the borders of the huge4 x 8 canvas frame panels
Dream2025.01.17F shower we hugged gropingly she said let’s shower we’d come in from out she wanted days sweat off us she wanted sex
Dream because I wanted to ask or look at another apartment, complex, neighbor, or near her. This is where the two guys were she pointed out the prime selling point of her apartment was the kitchen with the big tiles on the counter and the stove sink Gas Victorian so then, when I looked at the guys apartment something about their kitchen then on the huge kitchen table or all these panels of partition color, the dots artworks
Dream2025.01.16Th $190 fee clerk just to see record of what they took from me woke instantly as I was indignant at ridiculous amt
Dream2025.01.16 FatMan Walking no one to two hobbit land, map, hoping he would blow away in the wind, big fat round Roton man question of whether that body shape would resist the wind blowing them away times profile, side or front breeze
Dream2025.01.15W 11:30
Wed
IRL boxes sleep has been more sound than ever here at three years as I just don’t care anymore I’ve been nihilistic for three years half suicidal for three years lost 30 or 40 pounds 20 or 30 pounds. I’m sleeping in pretzels up positions that wouldn’t have worked three years ago, but now that my body was a little, I am hypothesizing. It doesn’t hurt as much to lay in weird shapes and sizes, so I actually fall asleep after midnight then wake up at 5 6 7 or eight depending on noise
IRL extremely sad that my goal in life is to attempt to get several hours of sleep and that is a success compared to the torture I had at J‘s house March 2022 through October 2022
Hex Phillips screw bits in gutter walking north south on El Camino in Atherton from Palo Park to Redwoid City stop walking when I saw three
Phillips hex screw bits in crevice of gutter
I assume these were ammo, kids will be shooting these out who knows what as they drive-by making wild
to pick up noted brass discs thought might be noisemakers or blasting cap fireworks. The kids would use to make big bang noises
1 Turned out to be a benchmark bronze brass then a
bunch turned out to be a quarter
More coins so I stopped to pick that up and then I saw some others and started tacking them together. Then a person came by a homeless guy. I didn’t want him to see what I was doing as I was quietly trying to stack my Silver dollars together it turns out they were real silver dollar s dozen so I could hear the noise and I stacked him I was hoping the others wouldn’t recognize that that noise was actually silver as the homeless guy came by.
I tried to distract him with a box of CVS holiday cards, spacer inserts index placeholder name keepers while I gather at my 12 silver dollars then I got some cookies one with chocolate chip
in real life. I ate a bag of Tates chocolate chip gluten-free cookies for Anne three days ago
I walked with my goodies, South
From Alameda towards Altschul on street north of GAO MP
came upon a
Young attractive tomboy female veteran in combat fatigues up on top of huge hummer or APC I chatted with her to see what she was up to. I offered her cookies. She said yes I started digging my pockets to get them together hoping I would leave behind my chocolate chip cookie in my pocket and offer the other flavors And she asked if they were organic I said no she said she only wanted organic. I said mine were
CVS crap chips, ahoy
she showed me she had a organic local homemade cookie from boutique store. I wanted to ask her what she was up to
Dream2025.01.15W
Water, canals, trenches, culverts triggered by photograph of meme for LA California tried to prevent fires by installing more Dykes, but not that kind
IRL wake AM
Chinese woman pulls up next to me leaves stereo blasting on angry rap music for several minutes eventually turns radio off when she gets out I hear her angry voice I guess on the phone to somebody and she’s a Chinese woman she comes back to her several times Fortunately, I was able to get back to sleep
1130 I see it’s a dark silver charcoal gray Mazda four-door sleek, marshalls.com, pink, orange, reusable vinyl bag, backseat, metallic charcoal, gray moderately tinted windows, all four Tesla shape sleek
Dream2025.01.14T her )’(
Dream2025.01.14T rug lego
John Valdo wanted to fire, perform motion to the vacuum cleaner because he needed clean floor space so he walk out started vacuuming a little bit in between different piles of Legos on the floor where people were playing. This is a burning man party vacuumed a little bit concerned that the 15 or 20 people in the room, take that as a hint to leave and I didn’t want that because I wanted audience and people to hang out and see the performance. I also started using my hands to scoop up Legos to put in Sterilite containers in my mind. I thought I wanted an aluminum street sign to use as a shovel scoop and then I did find three or four of those leaning up against the wall 1’ x 2’ so I put the stack of three or four in the middle of the floor visible the people and then I took one and started scooping Legos into the trays and this process I moved around the room I found
Sexy woman, brunette, or red, tanned, hair, attractive, young body, new bile, speaking of her regrets that she didn’t finish college she bailed out left. She was speaking to several people.
She may have helped me clean a little bit the Legos. Somehow we embraced, standing in a hug. I was enjoying her body beautiful. She only wore the lightest draping, pink, or reddish, sheer blouse if even.
I sold her in this way, and I approached her spoke of her brains that I was attracted to smart. She was that it mattered not if you didn’t attend college complete. What matters was her brain is it was the end of the dream I had three sets of dream and three sets of P.Wake to pee
Dream2025.01.14T cat angel
Dream2025.01.14T wall
Dream2025.01.14T Meta iPhone Fet Groups scroll
Left Bluetti on 3bars 1 bar :(
Dream2025.01.12Su 1 bar :(
Tom left hose running front yard btwn bedrooms
Did I just arrive home? Found the hose running between the Fontanas and much water and Sandy Lowy find wood chippy topsoil was also streamed down the driveway as if after a flood with remnants of streaks of earth stating the driveway I found Tom maybe in the sandbox doing something with a car told him hose on
Beach sandhill erosion human dug out huge hole
Looking south on beach then east up to two sandhills what is it? He had two huge scoops remove from vertical sand wall as if a bulldozer or loader had cashed out a whole square rectangle, car size hole, 6 x 6 x 4‘ deep I figured some humid had gone and made these three holes on two sand, peninsula mountains, looking towards the ocean very rocky this could’ve been Baker Beach Santosh Brad Olsen different may or may not have been some people there mostly private no naked don’t know if night or day ocean was active different page
Dream2025.01.05Sa Cat 8a
I woke up in shock when I realized I hadn’t seen my cat in X number of time in my car here as if the cat would be living in my car homeless what are weird side concept that I should think that by cat would still be here in my car with me And furthermore that I would wake up in shock realizing that I hadn’t seen my cat in a certain amount of time time and that had skipped my mind 08:45
Dream2025.01.12Su
Dream2025.01.04Sa razor scooters banned shop mall kid litters on security team
To security guards kitten, red jacket, litters skittles on the ground after he picked it up and took it from a kid actually can see what was in it if the kid was mixing alcohol with his skittles, the packet was empty so the kid in the red jacket security guard lit it on the ground. I wanted to Touch him and grab him arrest him but I thought better than to do that so I would keep that as a reserve that I could hold over him in the future if I needed to as a get out of jail free card this kid in red jacket was with an older security guardor 60 years old white man who these two were stopping kids on razor, scooters and taking the candy away from them at the shopping mall because scooters were illegal. I had to rear fenders, mudguards flaps aluminum from the back of the scooter so I picked them up and took them with me. I figured I keep them in my shop to help somebody else if they were building their own scooter, build razor scooters, not electric I haven’t seen
IRL I used to see hundreds of razor scooters in the 20 10 decade now I don’t they’re gone wealthy spoiled rich kids Palo Alto now common
Dream2025.01.04Sa sandcastle
Dream2025.01.04Sa AIfem newscaster or influencer
Pre 12 noon
Make lists on iPhone of members allies, FET this thing was the second little dream after I somewhat woke, and was able to recall the sandbox stream in my head, yet tried to go back to sleep, then had a partial dream of making list on iPhone, including allies, who were cool dudes to avoid censorship on FETLIFE but of course unsure how long it any of us would make it or when each of us would go to jail for how long or get our counsel deleted the usual
IRL WED, Jan 1-Thu Jan 2 24hr TimeOut #1 FET
Pre 12 noon
Dream2025.01.03F hot tub, sandbox, hose water backyard everything create pools, then hot tub cobblestone ring of deep water 1 fuck man maybe woman
I tried to get a hose from the corner of the garage it was gone so I walked around back and they were two houses from the Center house behind living room the green old one black with green square hatch nylon enforcement I use, but it was creating two sources of spray so I put the first spray source on the hose on the south east of the house over a victory While I try to take the second hose pouring straight flow to fill the little hot tub where the brick wall would’ve been in the sandbox, someone created a hot tub 3‘ x 2 or 3 feet wide, oval shape. It was too small for even one to fit, so I tried to rearrange the cobblestones to make it bigger before this hot tub I was kind of trying to make a damn reservoir at the corner of the house south east for watering irrigation purposes to hold water pool for plants trees in case I was reinforcing the corners of the sandstone clay clay sandstone, which I would beat the corners crevice between the rocks that would become grout Mortar than I transition to this other hot tub by the what would’ve been the old brick wall in the sandbox that’s when I tried to make it bigger one guy was thinking I should not disturb the structure but I did it anyway and soon somebody else agreed. It was good to have a bigger, hot tub.
I said, describing wanted to make it bigger so we could soak with a woman. This was mostly the contender and the dream.
Pre 7am
Dream2025.01.03F art fair gallery show to be outside SF Marina Fort Mason she asked if Marin Civic Center
Closer to the center of San Francisco speaking of an upcoming art festival suspected to be at Marin Civic Center around the lake, but I was trying to state it had not found the words yet, but it was more likely. We were speaking of some thing at Fort Mason San Francisco, outdoor art festival.
Dream2025.01.02Th 10:15
Chess BugHouse Glass Wall House Victorian Mansion 6 Story Garden Staircase SanFran Her Several Women Social Event Kitchen Knives Woman Sharpen Stone Sheath Show Cardboard
Send six story internal staircase, wooden gray, paint, some red enamel as I ascend another guy shows me he actually lives there he lets me through the window in the staircase to the second staircase into his place, which was either vacant, or he was running off, and he wasn’t even gonna be there so I had the place to myself then I discovered around what feels like the south with a view which he may have showed me at first but then again he was gone of the beautiful scene for Miles over maybe the bay maybe towards the east Bay night city lights Then what would be to the south east and then the east became a hillside Garden adjacent to this house forest
Dream became a social scene with a bazaar or café or DIY art literature arts and crafts, book fair make your own storybook something one woman sitting next to me I was attracted to, as we all sat on the floor in this art and craft bizarre part of the dream concept was a person would touch another person’s face to map their body as if they were blind so I was happy she had sat next to me as she began to touch my face as though she were blind and exploring I can’t tell if maybe I touched her face, or if roles were reversed
But then, sadly, characters changed our game sequence changed, and now a guy, young and harmless and not a threat to me, became my partner in the game. I guess I did not mind so much that he was going to touch my face. This part of the dream sequence ended now another woman closer to the kitchen on the kitchen island table Was trying to cut some her knife and she had her knife so I wanted to show her how to make a out of cardboard and tape. I went around south and west to the kitchen area actual and storage closet area to find cardboard and tape difficulty finding tape duct tape, found clear tape. Found cardboard.
Half of dream was maybe gonna go back and show her it
Other half of dream was finding other knives like maybe two more turkey, carving knives or pineapple, cutting knives and one huge knife, 2 feet long, almost 3, and then a fourth knife, which was ridiculous as it might’ve just been a prop had a 30 inch or 36 inch but no tang so I left that behind because it was ridiculous
Tried to find a sharpening stone found one huge ceramic maybe floor tile 12 x 12“ attempted to sharpen steak knife on it but it seemed too smooth and glossy like it really was just a bathroom or floor tile. Try to find other sharpening stones.
Significant part of the dream was that I had been to this place before for another workshop or teaching, and or also maybe BugHouse Chess Fearwalk how may I serve you?, and in that we may have been out in the gardens, so I was looking out the window to this beautiful little grassy lawn and so much lush tree Foliage and a paradise setting then also
Contented dream was previous workshop of self improvement, development, communication, or exploration of soul, connection, and other is what led into the arts and craft segment of the dream sitting on the floor with the beautiful woman and such 10:41
Dream2025.01.01W Ray SF House OK St SF South Glass Room Sleep Outside Glass wall glass ornaments hang strings over bench tables bed
Dream2025.01.01W GreenFestival WholeLifeExpo CatWoman Metal parts left side of auditorium shoebox I gathered grinder for herb
Dream started. I was in a booth which was really just an assortment of things on the floor as in a flea market this room had no partitions walls or structure within but the vendor space I was in was still like a garage flea market and was a woman then her daughter was down the aisle to my left, she waved at her. All three women in my booth were waving down the aisle to my left towards then I saw what would be her daughter walking towards. This was a very small Asian girl between two and 3 feet tall so I waved the signal over to us then I walked out, the stall over all the junk on the floor turn left and walk towards her and now she ate. The girl was with three of three Asian women and they found each other so that was OK. I kept walking to the left edge of the building where I noticed in the rocks, as drain at the side there were some cool metal parts. The first I picked up was in two pieces triangle rounded. I assumed as I un threaded the huge thing 2“ x 2“ that it might be a grinding cylinder for pot then found a third piece which might or might not have gone with it so I kind of put them together on the palm of my left hand as I noticed another screw stud double sided threaded piece Put that then I got a shoebox to keep all these parts shoebox full of little metal parts one I was trying to decide whether to take or not with a trailer hitch, mounted to steel chrome, then apparently a stepstool and then I try to figure out these four pieces where the legs are the corner extensions for this Step kind of the size of what would be footrest for a toilet, proper ergonomic positioning with these raw clean parts and not from a toilet then, as I gathered more pieces here two things happen, I think the first was as I walked along the side of this building, I saw a cat sitting on a couch with a woman cat was upside down, happy looking itself and thrilled Woman
I asked her when was the first time she brought her a cat out in the public and she said it was when the cat was 10 years old so that was of cat 34 years old
I was intrigued both of the cat was 34 years old happy healthy and fat and fluffy and tortoise. Gray white brown colored put very fine detail pattern on skin just kind of random splashy, cereal, bowl mixed.
I had way too much stuff in my hand so I figured I better take it home the shoebox full of metal parts as I walked home to drop the parts at
my house on
Oak Street SF
Ray had left a whole bunch of blue boards,
blue painted wooden boards 6 inch wide 3 foot long three-quarter inch thick
on the path leading south what I guess on the left or south east would’ve been
Victorian I was living in yet down path on left.
On the right was
Rays little studio which actually was just two glass walls on the east and south and then sort of a roof on top then along the south glass, bank of windows or a bench platform or tables on top of which she had a very thin mat and maybe a sheets or two then he slept like Spartan or homeless with he was under a dozen strings of glass ornaments or blown glass sculptures, colored on strings hanging from the ceiling, so he sleep right below them and within them and one vertical line or one row of vertical lines from east to west I noticed wind and elements could run all throughout here as the ceiling didn’t even connect to the walls I
Had to walk downhill half dozen houses west to fetch the last blue board which it slid down the sidewalk. I came back up, then turn right south on the path to his studio room. Gathering six of these boards up into my hand one was metal the rest were wood , another person was walking the third person towards Ray. This person might’ve been named Rex similar to Rexx flashes 120 acres. I tried to give him the port to give to Ray, but he wasn’t listening. I sort of slid one of the parts down the path south, towards the valley of the path before it didn’t work, so I walked south on the path. That was the end of this part of the dream I tried to walk.
I tried to walk further east with the shoebox full of metal parts to go to my house, which was going to be on the right side or south side of Oak Street SF. I got closer to what was supposed to be my house now I’m under some painting or construction scaffolding
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